i can't even walk to the bus stop without perspiring ): considering my sweat glands were already overactive before the weather was this bad can you imagine what its like for me now ):
ok now im really starting to feel isolated from the world ): i miss my old friends. i miss joyce even though i just saw her yesterday ): its so hard to find time to have heart to heart talks with her anymore cos of her exams and stuff. i miss xinyi, geena, tiffanie, for obvious reasons like we used to be a clique and stuff. i miss sitting next to geena and even though we fight every other day i still miss it all. i miss leaving books under my desk. i miss hiding food under there as well. i miss xinyi ): i miss feeling proud that i've known her for the longest time & that i knew her inside out in secondary school. i miss cher. we're letting it all go again. i dont even know whats going on anymore. i dont know whats going on in anyones life. ):
there's something so oddly calming about this picture.
i want to be like this when i grow old. i want to sit high on a hill under a tree with my big dogs and cry at how beautiful the view is. hopefully i would be able to cry at how beautiful life is. all with not a care in the world... its the dream.
anyway i was on the bus today and i happened to notice the most obvious part of nature we often miss out. treees. (: isn't it amazing how trees grow. i love how it randomly branches out at different parts of the tree. such intricate beauty, all by mother nature. sigh.
anyway you know the chicken and egg theory. i've decided that the chicken must have come first. i mean the egg has to come out of the hen's ass first what. and the chicken must have come from God when he made the earth luh right. SO THERE.
anyway congrats tiff and cher on your acceptance! (:
但生存是规则, 不是你的选择.
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