everyday i find out something new that i wish i hadn't.
i'd rather not.
why does this stink more than its supposed to? im thouroughly amazed at how you manage to always bring me up so high then let me find out something that drops me right back down again. i know the fall should be kinda cushioned by now since it isn't the first time BUT ITS NOT. IT HURTS MORE BECAUSE NOW I KNOW THAT I AM SERIOUSLY FUCKING STUPID. it's stuff like this and people like you that makes me just wanna be alone for the rest of my life.
apart from that i've grown terribly apart from my folks at home. i really dont think anyone gives a shit though. perhaps they think everything's fine but its not. even if they realise it, im the only one beating myself up for it.
想笑, 来伪装掉下的眼泪
想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界 好像只有我疲惫
哭了.
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