Tuesday, March 31, 2009
♥
so i was just talking to jon and seeing him so happy all, my mood was lifted too (;
and then nich just told me he passed his driving test(practical). haha so many happy things happening around me !
the happiness doesnt seem to be getting inside me.
i wish there were more of last night in our lives. last night joyce, tiff, jon, inn and i just talked cock online till early morn. like there wasn't a care in the world. like we didnt have to wake up to anything. like O's had just ended and we had nothing else better to do. secondary school is ♥. can't wait for sat, babies!
then there's jiawen's dance thingy on friday with pea. (;
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WAL JUST TALKED TO ME♥ HAHAHAHHAA OKAY TOTALLY MADE MY DAY. fcking miss her damn much please. ):
(; its a great day. it is.
and then nich just told me he passed his driving test(practical). haha so many happy things happening around me !
the happiness doesnt seem to be getting inside me.
i wish there were more of last night in our lives. last night joyce, tiff, jon, inn and i just talked cock online till early morn. like there wasn't a care in the world. like we didnt have to wake up to anything. like O's had just ended and we had nothing else better to do. secondary school is ♥. can't wait for sat, babies!
then there's jiawen's dance thingy on friday with pea. (;
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WAL JUST TALKED TO ME♥ HAHAHAHHAA OKAY TOTALLY MADE MY DAY. fcking miss her damn much please. ):
(; its a great day. it is.
Monday, March 30, 2009
obsession?
obsession is when you see chuck bass/ed westwick digging his nose and you still go, 'OMG HE IS SO HOT %$##@%#$%@'
...
oh well. 90210 TOMORROWWWWW. FINALLY. OMGGGGGGGG.
its like, the music's blasting in my ears but i dont hear a thing.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Earth Hour
WHO TURNED OFF THEIR LIGHTS FOR ONE HOUR? haha bet alot of people didn't right. my dad sibei enthu, off all the lights, put candle somemore. machiam no electricity. nevermind, so cute right. my parents damn cute.
been kinda lazy to blog actually. damn sian to leave the house also, face like shit. one of those periods where nothing is going your way, ya know? anyway out of utter boredom from the lack of 90210, gossipgirl and how i met your mother episodes, i went to urban dict. to check out the meaning of 'Sian'.
3. Sian
Word used to describe attractivness/fitness.
Very popular among men, every man wants their woman to be Sian.
"Check out that hottie over there, phwoar she's well Sian!"
"I wish I was Sian.."
come on girls, lets all be Sian.
..............................
9. Sian
the biggest, fattest bitch in the whole world with a face like a smacked arse and a body that an old man wouldnt even wank to.
she's the worst person you'll ever meet.
"who the fuck is that ugly dyke"
"sian"
i am so sure someone just had a friend called 'Sian' whom she hated alot right.
and of course.. the well known meaning of it.
6. Sian
hokkien term for bored.
So sian!!! let's go and watch a show!
oh well, sian.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
shut up
helpless people annoy me.
it's like, i tell them to do something about what they are unhappy about luh.
and then they reply me with, 'but blahblhablha then i cannot.'
'but i duno how.'
aiya you get my drift luh, alot of sob stories and excuses come out. damn annoying leh. if you dont wanna do something about it then shut up and stop complaining about your unhappiness cos you brought it upon yourself. especially if its those damn basic things like the person is unhappy because he says his social circle isn't big enough, wanna know more girls. so obviously i will say oh go out with your guy friends then ask them to bring their girl pals along lah.
and then all the excuses and shit comes out. like, 'oh that one is attached'
'oh that one in NS'
WTFUCK NOT EVEN RELATED. WTF, in NS then wait for WEEKEND LA. attached means cannot go out with a group of friends meh. omg the excuses annoy the shit out of me seriously.
and i do not take pride in being famous for 'relationship stuff.' omg please please dont come and ask me how to woo a girl omg i've had enough of it. not only one person you know. wtfuck gave them the idea i am experienced in wooing GIRLS. omg annoying. annoying. i am so annoyed that i cant find a better word to replace annoying.
anyway i dont know if the person im talking about knows my blog so IF YOU DO THEN SORRY LUH I DONT HATE YOU IM JUST ANNOYED. OH MAYBE YOU CAN TAKE IT AS IM MOODSWINGING, LIKE YOU ALWAYS ASSUME. i told you youre annoying.
it's like, i tell them to do something about what they are unhappy about luh.
and then they reply me with, 'but blahblhablha then i cannot.'
'but i duno how.'
aiya you get my drift luh, alot of sob stories and excuses come out. damn annoying leh. if you dont wanna do something about it then shut up and stop complaining about your unhappiness cos you brought it upon yourself. especially if its those damn basic things like the person is unhappy because he says his social circle isn't big enough, wanna know more girls. so obviously i will say oh go out with your guy friends then ask them to bring their girl pals along lah.
and then all the excuses and shit comes out. like, 'oh that one is attached'
'oh that one in NS'
WTFUCK NOT EVEN RELATED. WTF, in NS then wait for WEEKEND LA. attached means cannot go out with a group of friends meh. omg the excuses annoy the shit out of me seriously.
and i do not take pride in being famous for 'relationship stuff.' omg please please dont come and ask me how to woo a girl omg i've had enough of it. not only one person you know. wtfuck gave them the idea i am experienced in wooing GIRLS. omg annoying. annoying. i am so annoyed that i cant find a better word to replace annoying.
anyway i dont know if the person im talking about knows my blog so IF YOU DO THEN SORRY LUH I DONT HATE YOU IM JUST ANNOYED. OH MAYBE YOU CAN TAKE IT AS IM MOODSWINGING, LIKE YOU ALWAYS ASSUME. i told you youre annoying.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
i finally found out whats longer than a bus ride home from vivo city!
A BUS RIDE HOME FROM HOLLAND V. omfg after 30mins it JUST passed vivo. can you imagine how long the damn bus ride was. at least 1.5hours. and i was so tired i totally K.Oed on the bus and banged my head on the chair and wall several times. talk about embarrassing.
anywayzzzzzz. aiyar. okay no mood HAHA bye.
A BUS RIDE HOME FROM HOLLAND V. omfg after 30mins it JUST passed vivo. can you imagine how long the damn bus ride was. at least 1.5hours. and i was so tired i totally K.Oed on the bus and banged my head on the chair and wall several times. talk about embarrassing.
anywayzzzzzz. aiyar. okay no mood HAHA bye.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
MAYBE SINGAPORE IS THE SUN
wapiang the weather forecast on my com always say HEAVY RAIN WITH THUNDERSTORMS then show the picture of black clouds and lightning. then when i walk out of my house i feel like sizzling hot bacon. seriously, is the stupid forecast on my computer forecasting for 2059 or something.
anyway my sis was asking me for biology stuff. and i can't help but think to myself, 'i could have done better.' BUT WELL, too late for regrets. omg after much deliberation i realised i dont really wanna be a waitress -_- i rather do admin. typing is so totally my niche. hahahaha. omg okok i think i will find admin.
anyway im so angry. i totally wasted 2 hours of my life on some MLM shit today. the only thing i took away from that stupid long lecture was probably, 'cheap stuff are no good and no good stuff are cheap' haha. thought it was pretty catchy.
and ultimately i still shed tears over the same thing. sometimes suicide isn't just a mere thought to me.
anyway my sis was asking me for biology stuff. and i can't help but think to myself, 'i could have done better.' BUT WELL, too late for regrets. omg after much deliberation i realised i dont really wanna be a waitress -_- i rather do admin. typing is so totally my niche. hahahaha. omg okok i think i will find admin.
anyway im so angry. i totally wasted 2 hours of my life on some MLM shit today. the only thing i took away from that stupid long lecture was probably, 'cheap stuff are no good and no good stuff are cheap' haha. thought it was pretty catchy.
and ultimately i still shed tears over the same thing. sometimes suicide isn't just a mere thought to me.
its gotta be you, uh-huh uh-huh! ;)
OKAY ALOT OF PICTURES.
was late to meet cher at cathay plus she didn't bring her phone. double fuck. hahaha! but she damn smart! use internet to msg me. okay anyway it was kind of a big mess before i met her cos i wasn't sure where she was and all. FINALLY she came out of the theatre with the magical premier tickets ;)
caught
IT IS DAMN GOOD. OMG. I LOVE CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC TTM. both books and movie, heh.
ISLA FISHER IS SO HOT.
omg no words to describe.
and the male lead look damn ugly at first but ACTUALLY HE IS DAMN CHARISMATIC PLEASE. omg why singapore dont have this kind of guys. zzzz. hugh dancy ;)
EH CHER, BURBERRY MODEL HAHA. W KATE MOSSSSS.
okay. for starters, here's my disgusting as hell hair. god, please let my fringe grow. -looks pleadingly at the sky-
after movie i bought shih lin chicken and we went to our hideout in cathay. hahaha.
as usual, lots of photos.
haha kiss the fat boy.
'oh like v dark, lets try flash!'
'yuck ok lets try sexy.'
ya after that we gave up HAHAHAHAHAHA
cher was like, 'eh you know gossip girl books always show the mouth only!'
i was hesitant but okay here goes.
cher's one v nice!
haha COME ON LIKE YOU PPL DONT CHECK THE MIRROR
haha okay then we were like, 'LETS DO COOL'
EPIC FAIL I TELL YOU.
k, our trademark hahahaha.
haha cher damn funny man.
'hey i look so sweet'
IRONY.
we started lying on the mat, taking pictures. HAHA NO ONE EVER COMES TO THIS PART OF CATHAY.
cher: eh, you know the blogshops they always pose.
yay starbucks heh. eh contrary to the photo the straw is actually not touching my nose haha.
went to istana park!
I CHOSE YOUR BEST SHOT CHER.
okay i got lan jiao bin. IGNORE.
haha you are so jealous of my long legs.
♥ the fountain thing!
after this we were walking aimlessly when suddenly we started singing taylor swift's love story. and then we sat down and took quite a few videos of ourselves singing - HAH TALK ABOUT NARCISSISTIC. but they were hilarious luh. we made aaron carter one for sheryl ;)
haha okay we made till quite late hahaha. took cab home.
♥ you cher! :D
was late to meet cher at cathay plus she didn't bring her phone. double fuck. hahaha! but she damn smart! use internet to msg me. okay anyway it was kind of a big mess before i met her cos i wasn't sure where she was and all. FINALLY she came out of the theatre with the magical premier tickets ;)
caught
IT IS DAMN GOOD. OMG. I LOVE CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC TTM. both books and movie, heh.
ISLA FISHER IS SO HOT.
omg no words to describe.
and the male lead look damn ugly at first but ACTUALLY HE IS DAMN CHARISMATIC PLEASE. omg why singapore dont have this kind of guys. zzzz. hugh dancy ;)
EH CHER, BURBERRY MODEL HAHA. W KATE MOSSSSS.
okay. for starters, here's my disgusting as hell hair. god, please let my fringe grow. -looks pleadingly at the sky-
after movie i bought shih lin chicken and we went to our hideout in cathay. hahaha.
as usual, lots of photos.
haha kiss the fat boy.
'oh like v dark, lets try flash!'
'yuck ok lets try sexy.'
ya after that we gave up HAHAHAHAHAHA
cher was like, 'eh you know gossip girl books always show the mouth only!'
i was hesitant but okay here goes.
cher's one v nice!
haha COME ON LIKE YOU PPL DONT CHECK THE MIRROR
haha okay then we were like, 'LETS DO COOL'
EPIC FAIL I TELL YOU.
k, our trademark hahahaha.
haha cher damn funny man.
'hey i look so sweet'
IRONY.
we started lying on the mat, taking pictures. HAHA NO ONE EVER COMES TO THIS PART OF CATHAY.
cher: eh, you know the blogshops they always pose.
yay starbucks heh. eh contrary to the photo the straw is actually not touching my nose haha.
went to istana park!
I CHOSE YOUR BEST SHOT CHER.
okay i got lan jiao bin. IGNORE.
haha you are so jealous of my long legs.
♥ the fountain thing!
after this we were walking aimlessly when suddenly we started singing taylor swift's love story. and then we sat down and took quite a few videos of ourselves singing - HAH TALK ABOUT NARCISSISTIC. but they were hilarious luh. we made aaron carter one for sheryl ;)
haha okay we made till quite late hahaha. took cab home.
♥ you cher! :D
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
everything was everything, but everything is over.
its hard to stay high.
its rare that we make an important choice after considering the feelings of people who may be affected. most of the time we just see what we want in our eyes and go for it. which results in someone in the dark being hurt - but not like you'd care right?
5:47am
oops i did it again.
omg. having insomnia seriously sucks. went to bed at 3, woke at 4? laze around trying to sleep till 5 woke up and did the stupidest thing ever. AHHHHHHH I CUT MY FRINGE, AGAIN. OH I FEEL LIKE CHOPPING OFF MY HANDS NOW. omg, fugly.
AND I KNOW WHY IM FEELING SO DOWN ALRDY. OMG. THIS IS REALLY REALLY BAD MAN. NEVER HAPPEN TO ME IN MY LIFE BEFORE cos normally i would tell myself its impossible dont even think about it. then i'll just get on with whatever BUT I DONT KNOW WHY I CAN'T SEEM TO LET IT GO NOW oh fuck. this is bad.
its rare that we make an important choice after considering the feelings of people who may be affected. most of the time we just see what we want in our eyes and go for it. which results in someone in the dark being hurt - but not like you'd care right?
5:47am
oops i did it again.
omg. having insomnia seriously sucks. went to bed at 3, woke at 4? laze around trying to sleep till 5 woke up and did the stupidest thing ever. AHHHHHHH I CUT MY FRINGE, AGAIN. OH I FEEL LIKE CHOPPING OFF MY HANDS NOW. omg, fugly.
AND I KNOW WHY IM FEELING SO DOWN ALRDY. OMG. THIS IS REALLY REALLY BAD MAN. NEVER HAPPEN TO ME IN MY LIFE BEFORE cos normally i would tell myself its impossible dont even think about it. then i'll just get on with whatever BUT I DONT KNOW WHY I CAN'T SEEM TO LET IT GO NOW oh fuck. this is bad.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
'listen baby, im sorry.'
omg i can't stand my hair luh. damn fugly, ughhh.
anyway met geok at bugis, headed to clementi together. was figuring out how to get to SIM but i realised i had no passport photo so had to go take and develop. she made hers too cos she only brought one, need two. then out of the blue it started to rain truckloads. so while waiting for our photos, we hid out at Mos Burger, competing DJmaxxxxxx, at some mall near clementi station. clementi is damn miserable i totally hate it's guts.
rain fina-fucking-lly stopped. collected my fugly photo. fugly hair, eyes, face, lips. heaven, thank you for not striking me with lightning for being so ugly. took some ulu pandan bus to SIM. did our stuff, took a long bus ride to hougang. since we were so free and i was still damn early to meet npeck and his friends anyway. the aircon in the bus was horrible. totally freezing our asses off. finally reached clementi to hougang, not funny. next time how to go school siar. stupid is like that one luh, so many problems. nb.
geok went to play ball there and i took a train to dhouby to meet npeck. joel and his gf, janice were late so we kinda roamed about plaza sing. i wanted to die, i was damn tired. finally joel and janice arrived and we made our way to the bus stop.
npeck was sitting on the poles at the bus stop, you know those infront of you when you sit down, for prevention of serious accidents. so for fun laughter peace and joy i went to tickle him. fucking stupid thing to do cos he lost his balance and when he flung his hand up he kinda punched me in the face. knnbccb. nb fucking pain. a guy should learn to realise his own strength. and cherryl should stop doing stupid things like tickling people. naaaaabei. fun laughter peace and joy are totally not valid reasons for doing things. but nevermind not his fault, lost his balance. im not mad npeck.
great world city, kuriya. never hear before right? cos its so fucking high class/expensive i dont think i would have ever eaten there in my life if not for npeck. -_- his treat :D:D:D forty plus per person. zz.
joel and janice. OMG THEY LOOK SO GOOD TOGETHER RIGHT. totally got couple look.
okay, they are actually pretty friendly people. sorry i was acting like a bitch but thats really how i talk. sound all pissed off BUT IM TOTALLY NOT PISSED......
we had japanese buffet. and boy, we ate alot. these photos are not even half of what we ate.
okay maybe this was 3/4 of what we ate HAHA KIDDING. NPECK YOU ARE MAD. HE TOOK LIKE BLOODY HELL ALOT OF KING CRABS LEGS. i mean hell alot. and prawns, and snails.
i tried the snail hee~ FUCKING GROSS HAHAHA. i spit it out in the end. its just tasteless but it was damn hard to chew so i spit out haha. npeck kept shoving crab meat and prawns in my face and plate. so i guess 1/2 of what i ate was this. but he quite nice la peel for everyone hahaha.
omg already damn full. npeck still went to eat rice+++. i just sat and stared at him eating hahaha. but how can we miss out on chocolate fondue right!! haha spam. he wanted to be creative so i challenged him.
WHICH ONE NICER?
HIS
MINE
OH PLEASE CLEAR WINNER HAHA. even joel said mine was nicer heee~ too bad npeck! :D:D
npeck sent me home after that. haha he damn funny, got puddle of water he ask me to switch sides with him so i wont get to walk on the water. SO GENTLEMENLY RIGHT. i told him to take his shirt off for me to cross the puddle haha. okay see npeck, praise you lehzzzz. help you increase your market. hahahaha.
i had a great time. joel was funny. janice was friendly. npeck was retarded, as usual. and the food was fucking awesome. ;) thank you once again npeck. :D food was probably the only other thing that made me happy today. first was geok's retardedness of course.
catching shopaholic with cher next tuesday. she got premier tickets all. ;) all ya Losers have to wait till 26th! hahaha. aw im just kidding bout the Losers thing.
all this thanking npeck made me think about what jon said to me. you know, jon used to buy me alot of food every now and then. (: but recently he told me that he didn't like me to blog it cos it makes it seem like he's doing all this just so i would say a big thank you to him on my blog. which i feel, no offence jon, is total bullshit. i would only say a big thank you to someone if im really thankful at all. and it would only seem like youre doing it to make yourself seem like a damn nice person when YOU are the one telling the whole world about what you did. so if you bought me food again, i wouldn't stop saying thank you to you on my blog jon. (:
and to you, my dear. i hope you finally know how it feels like to be emo now that youre going through it. a feeling you can't escape, can't get rid of - at least by no one else except the one. sometimes it hits you so hard you need to slow down and stop playing charades with your heart. live with it baby. but smile for yourself once your done. get in touch with your emotions and smile, baby.
not like you would remember how you condemned me when i felt this way. but its okay. i want you to be happy, from the bottom of my heart.
OMG I NEED TO CUT HAIR BADLY.
anyway met geok at bugis, headed to clementi together. was figuring out how to get to SIM but i realised i had no passport photo so had to go take and develop. she made hers too cos she only brought one, need two. then out of the blue it started to rain truckloads. so while waiting for our photos, we hid out at Mos Burger, competing DJmaxxxxxx, at some mall near clementi station. clementi is damn miserable i totally hate it's guts.
rain fina-fucking-lly stopped. collected my fugly photo. fugly hair, eyes, face, lips. heaven, thank you for not striking me with lightning for being so ugly. took some ulu pandan bus to SIM. did our stuff, took a long bus ride to hougang. since we were so free and i was still damn early to meet npeck and his friends anyway. the aircon in the bus was horrible. totally freezing our asses off. finally reached clementi to hougang, not funny. next time how to go school siar. stupid is like that one luh, so many problems. nb.
geok went to play ball there and i took a train to dhouby to meet npeck. joel and his gf, janice were late so we kinda roamed about plaza sing. i wanted to die, i was damn tired. finally joel and janice arrived and we made our way to the bus stop.
npeck was sitting on the poles at the bus stop, you know those infront of you when you sit down, for prevention of serious accidents. so for fun laughter peace and joy i went to tickle him. fucking stupid thing to do cos he lost his balance and when he flung his hand up he kinda punched me in the face. knnbccb. nb fucking pain. a guy should learn to realise his own strength. and cherryl should stop doing stupid things like tickling people. naaaaabei. fun laughter peace and joy are totally not valid reasons for doing things. but nevermind not his fault, lost his balance. im not mad npeck.
great world city, kuriya. never hear before right? cos its so fucking high class/expensive i dont think i would have ever eaten there in my life if not for npeck. -_- his treat :D:D:D forty plus per person. zz.
joel and janice. OMG THEY LOOK SO GOOD TOGETHER RIGHT. totally got couple look.
okay, they are actually pretty friendly people. sorry i was acting like a bitch but thats really how i talk. sound all pissed off BUT IM TOTALLY NOT PISSED......
we had japanese buffet. and boy, we ate alot. these photos are not even half of what we ate.
okay maybe this was 3/4 of what we ate HAHA KIDDING. NPECK YOU ARE MAD. HE TOOK LIKE BLOODY HELL ALOT OF KING CRABS LEGS. i mean hell alot. and prawns, and snails.
i tried the snail hee~ FUCKING GROSS HAHAHA. i spit it out in the end. its just tasteless but it was damn hard to chew so i spit out haha. npeck kept shoving crab meat and prawns in my face and plate. so i guess 1/2 of what i ate was this. but he quite nice la peel for everyone hahaha.
omg already damn full. npeck still went to eat rice+++. i just sat and stared at him eating hahaha. but how can we miss out on chocolate fondue right!! haha spam. he wanted to be creative so i challenged him.
WHICH ONE NICER?
HIS
MINE
OH PLEASE CLEAR WINNER HAHA. even joel said mine was nicer heee~ too bad npeck! :D:D
npeck sent me home after that. haha he damn funny, got puddle of water he ask me to switch sides with him so i wont get to walk on the water. SO GENTLEMENLY RIGHT. i told him to take his shirt off for me to cross the puddle haha. okay see npeck, praise you lehzzzz. help you increase your market. hahahaha.
i had a great time. joel was funny. janice was friendly. npeck was retarded, as usual. and the food was fucking awesome. ;) thank you once again npeck. :D food was probably the only other thing that made me happy today. first was geok's retardedness of course.
catching shopaholic with cher next tuesday. she got premier tickets all. ;) all ya Losers have to wait till 26th! hahaha. aw im just kidding bout the Losers thing.
all this thanking npeck made me think about what jon said to me. you know, jon used to buy me alot of food every now and then. (: but recently he told me that he didn't like me to blog it cos it makes it seem like he's doing all this just so i would say a big thank you to him on my blog. which i feel, no offence jon, is total bullshit. i would only say a big thank you to someone if im really thankful at all. and it would only seem like youre doing it to make yourself seem like a damn nice person when YOU are the one telling the whole world about what you did. so if you bought me food again, i wouldn't stop saying thank you to you on my blog jon. (:
and to you, my dear. i hope you finally know how it feels like to be emo now that youre going through it. a feeling you can't escape, can't get rid of - at least by no one else except the one. sometimes it hits you so hard you need to slow down and stop playing charades with your heart. live with it baby. but smile for yourself once your done. get in touch with your emotions and smile, baby.
not like you would remember how you condemned me when i felt this way. but its okay. i want you to be happy, from the bottom of my heart.
OMG I NEED TO CUT HAIR BADLY.
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