Sighhhhh why Germany why?

Feel like dying. because the world will be a better place w/o me. I know it will.

One Republic, All This Time

Six on the second hand, two new years resolutions
There's just no question, what this man should do
Take all the days lost, all the days that I cost
Take what I took and give it back to you

I dont know what day it is, I had to check the paper
Don't know the city, but it isn't home
You say I'm lucky to love something that loves me
But I'm torn as I could be, wherever I roam

All this time, we were waiting for each other
All this time, I was waiting for you
Got all these words, can't waste them on another
So I'm straight in a straight line, running back to you

Got all this love, can't waste them on another.




One of the best songs ever sung.

I think I'm damn emotional hahaha so I've been watching Drop Dead Diva from season 1 and I've been crying for almost 90% of the episodes hahaha. WAH SUCKS TO BE HER LEH. :( if I were her I would live in regret for the rest of my life -_- awwww

ughh super bummed out that England didn't get through to the semi finals. although I bet on Italy but they drew and went into penalty. then I rly wanted England to win cos they really had a chance ughhhhh. super sad.

ANYWAY. whacky week. haha! but I feel happier already. though I didn't get to spend much time with joshy this weekend.. actually hardly any time at all :/ well :/ I can finally love weekends again :)

anyway bye!

hello !

well the past week has been awkward. I don't resent anyone but when the time comes I still can't be myself anymore. this is why I hate confrontations, because unlike family, it's different with outsiders and things will never be the same again. cos at the back of your head you always remember what happened. so if my face is really black it's not because I'm in a bad mood whatsoever; I'm just really bad at social situations. like super. sigh. It feels like shit to feel like this around someone you used to be able to dance around and do whatever you feel like doing.

But on the bright side (I guess?), I'm stopping work end June and thus I shall have all my freedom back besides financial freedom of course.

Hahaha was gonna blog about something else but I shall do that when I quit my job. can't face anymore awkwardness I might just drop dead seriously.

Well anyway, when they said the only type of boat that won't sink is a friendship they were wrong. bye!

fathers day dinner/saturday w joshy

HOLLERRR. okay blogger is being a bitch because the pictures wont come out in order and rearranging everything is a PAIN IN THE ASSZXZXZ. :(

okay friday ! had fathers day dinner. i dont remember what the restaurant is called HAHAHAHA its at bendemeer but it serves fucking good food. its one of those old teochew restaurants, yum. okay excuse the shit-quality pictures its taken with instagram/iphone.

here's dadsy. thats my sisters hand because she is adamant on destroying every picture i take with dadsy.
mumsy!
foooooood. golden dragon chicken, crayfish, man tou and fish maw soup.
after that i went to meet jiawen and bryan and their friend geoff at vivo for movie first then soccerrrr. england vs sweden, england won yay. thanks jiawen for the free passes :) The Dictator was okay but really explicit haha.

SATURDAY
slept for a few hours then woke up to catch Madagascar 3 at vivo, yet again. because my dad gave me tickets and i didn't wanna waste them. ITS FUCKING FUNNY HAHA. please go watch it. after the movie joshy and i happened to travel past queensway Ikea on the way to botanical gardens and thought, why not go eat some meatballs? so we did. hehe wore my cat printz blouse.

YUMZZZZZ. we both ate 15 meatballs. haha.
THE PLANTS AT IKEA ARE SO PRETTYYYY I WANNA BUY THEM ALLLLLLL.
see this one has like really cool red patterns.
and this one looks green on top but...
below its like a really pretty shade of orange. okay iphone camera, can't capture colors for nuts.
so pretty right!! so anyway, after our v heavy meal we parked at cluny court and went to explore botanical gardens.

before going in heh.
hahahahahaahahahah i tricked joshy into taking a picture at the gate then when he wanted to take for me i ran away hahaha.

next few pictures are just random sceneries.


joshy said this tree looks very poor thing so i have to take its picture. done.
DUCKSSSSSSSSSSS THEY HAVE DUCKSSSSSS hahahaha major cuteness.


hehehe


took a polaroid near this area! haha it was a really funny day really. everything was like a joke to us. so happy :)
joshy says the small boy made his ass look big HAHAHA
got the sakura feel.


another polaroid! major joke also this one. you cant see our faces but we are giggling really hard. the guy who took the polaroid for us is fucking funny but nice guy, so THANK YOU. yes we were laughing at you but we appreciate it hehe.national flower of singapore!
im just kidding. its a random orchid haahahahahaha


MY 1ST FAVOURITE PICTUREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
looks fucking romantic luh. damn nice.

here is joshy, walking faster just so he can stop walking while waiting for me to catch up. HAHA im kidding. dont kill me baby.

honestly i dont know what the fuck this is HAHAHAHAH LOOK LIKE RAMBUTAN BUT ITS NOT? but its pretty heh.
ohohohohhhhhhhh we decided to enter the healing garden hahahahhaahha. fucking joke. joshy kept making me laugh all the way.

oh okay so the healing garden has like different flowers and stuff for different parts of the body. so here's a bunch of flowers which are pretty but i have no idea what for.



joshy's thinking "sigh, will the sun set so that we can get out of here" hahahaha

speaking of which, i wanted to take a picture with the setting sun so we just stood at one spot and kept taking and taking hahahaha WELL THIS IS THE BEST WE COULD DO. i told joshy his head was blocking the sun.

snow white and jiawen. HAHAHAAAHAAHAH KIDDINGGGZ. LOVE YOU.

MY 2ND FAV PICTUREEEEEEEEEEE
it was the only red leaf shaped like a heart in the entire tree :) okay dumb i know, i should have taken a picture of the whole tree also. i took this for joshy hehe.


hahahahahaha joshy is full of shit i swear. he was like "TAKE ME THROWING THE LEAF INTO THE AIR!"

ya he look very sexy but you cannot see what the fuck he's throwing right hahahahha NEVERMIND I SHOW YOU HAHAHA

ooooh more pretty herbs and flowers :)

i think this place is meant for people to sit but honestly it was just breeding mosquitoes :(

oh my slippers broke, yet again, halfway HAHAHAHAH joshy tried to burn it with his wind proof lighter but he charred my havaianas instead hahahahahha the fuck.

so anyway, we walked until the sun set and we got lost. HAHAHAHA THE PLACE IS FUCKING BIG. so we just decided to go to the nearest entrance and cab back to cluny.

since we were around the area we went to Tanglin cos we wanted to try out chilis but there was a queue and we didnt wanna wait so we just headed to nandos. WHICH WAS A MISTAKE BTW. its damn terrible :( maybe cos we weren't that hungry or what but somehow nandos really came off as terrible. the service sucked as well.





the only nice thing was their soup haha.

back in the car!

well, it was only 9 something so we decided to watch Men in Black 3 at 1130. we went back to vivo to watch the movie. i watched 3 movies at Vivo in 2 days. hahahaha awesome shit. anyway, this picture speaks for itself. yup went home after that cos i had morning shift today. well, technically yesterday (sunday). AND I WASN'T LATE. epic. im never on time for 1030 shift hahahaha. yay.

after work at joshy's place.

thats all for my weekend! i love weekends filled with activities with joshy hehe. anyway, afternoon shift tomorrow so i guess i'll get some shut eye now. BYE!