i promise myself i will put my heart on hold and not feel anything for a long time.
i promise.
Monday, August 31, 2009
hmm lets see. rom came over just now to do math. hope he learnt something! his brain like not functioning one hahaha! machiam drug addict sia.
i think i have lag hangover effect HAHAHA i am like super giddy now and the world wont stop spinning. ugh. but should be drinking again next week after exams.. darn. so much for laying off alcohol. ahhh okok i go there and drink fruit juice la okay. omggggggggggggggg. i am in a dilemma. a REAL one haha. and i am kinda at the losing end in both situations. god save my soul. but i doubt he will cos this is kinda all my fault HAHAHA. ahhhhhhhhh. someone trade lives with me.
i think i have lag hangover effect HAHAHA i am like super giddy now and the world wont stop spinning. ugh. but should be drinking again next week after exams.. darn. so much for laying off alcohol. ahhh okok i go there and drink fruit juice la okay. omggggggggggggggg. i am in a dilemma. a REAL one haha. and i am kinda at the losing end in both situations. god save my soul. but i doubt he will cos this is kinda all my fault HAHAHA. ahhhhhhhhh. someone trade lives with me.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
hmm what can i say? didn't want to go for 08s14 barbecue cos i wanted to stay home to study but oh well, went anyway. had a great time catching up (: everyone is so pretty and lively now :D :D good times, will keep them close to heart.
p.s thanks for the ride nich !
certain events have led me to become faithless and afraid of what is to come. don't feel like doing anything at the moment. know its bad cos i have exams in 2days. exams only last 3 hours for 3 days though - what you made me feel can go on forever. but oh well, fuck em all, cherryl's stronger than this and im going to study right now and get the exams done and over with. then maybe i'd carry on feeling like shit after that. hah.
love, you know.
p.s thanks for the ride nich !
certain events have led me to become faithless and afraid of what is to come. don't feel like doing anything at the moment. know its bad cos i have exams in 2days. exams only last 3 hours for 3 days though - what you made me feel can go on forever. but oh well, fuck em all, cherryl's stronger than this and im going to study right now and get the exams done and over with. then maybe i'd carry on feeling like shit after that. hah.
love, you know.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
yesterday's (thursday) studying session, was a joke.
i met fandy and adrien. adrien was late so fandy and i just hung around eating... printing stuff till adrien came.
adrien: LETS GO CATCH A MOVIE!
fandy: okay!!!
cherryl: .... HELLO, STUDY!!
adrien: its ok man, we got so much time after.
cherryl: im sure.
we bought tickets to The Proposal anyway. lmao. they were nice! i insisted no Final Destination! show started at 5.10pm so spent one hour odd studying. (which i am sure no one was really doing that). watched the show. omg the guy is damn cute and sandra bullock is fucccccking hot! ok so anyway, went to eat at plaza sing's food court after that. then headed to fandy's regular pub to drink. don't know what kind of fucking beer they drink sia, i drank for.. an hour odd. drinking games all. after that i kept puking and my puke was like fire hot. fuckkkk!! i wanted to DIE. i swear, i was so miserable. and they just kept drinking like, it was water. omg i hate guys haha.
anyway they took care of me and sent me home to my doorstep. so, thanks friends (: im so sorry for the trouble! and im so touched, thanks thanks! after reaching home i puked for another 2 hours -_- i swear to God i am not going to touch alcohol forever. just thinking of alcohol now makes me feel like puking. i feel better now, i just ate porridge :D PROUD TO SAY I CAN'T HOLD MY LIQUOR, YEA.
OH ANYWAY, HAHAHAHA ADRIEN SAID HE'D TAKE UP WALTZ WITH ME HAHAHAHA. omg he's so on, i like. but he was like questioning where im gonna dance waltz all, then he kept saying no clubs play ballroom music HAHA it was pretty funny. anyway i was inspired to learn after cher showed me this vid for the 34803284032 time. yup, i finally found it really nice HAHA.
check out her twirl at 1:25, I FEEL LIKE SHE'S AN ANGEL.
oo, oo! wj texted me from mlysia! :D good to know he's still alive after predicting he would meet with mlysian bandits and stuff.. hah!
okay, real studying session tomorrow HAHA, for real. i am going to scold those who don't focus. somehow this exam seems like a joke, no one is really worried for it. -_-
i met fandy and adrien. adrien was late so fandy and i just hung around eating... printing stuff till adrien came.
adrien: LETS GO CATCH A MOVIE!
fandy: okay!!!
cherryl: .... HELLO, STUDY!!
adrien: its ok man, we got so much time after.
cherryl: im sure.
we bought tickets to The Proposal anyway. lmao. they were nice! i insisted no Final Destination! show started at 5.10pm so spent one hour odd studying. (which i am sure no one was really doing that). watched the show. omg the guy is damn cute and sandra bullock is fucccccking hot! ok so anyway, went to eat at plaza sing's food court after that. then headed to fandy's regular pub to drink. don't know what kind of fucking beer they drink sia, i drank for.. an hour odd. drinking games all. after that i kept puking and my puke was like fire hot. fuckkkk!! i wanted to DIE. i swear, i was so miserable. and they just kept drinking like, it was water. omg i hate guys haha.
anyway they took care of me and sent me home to my doorstep. so, thanks friends (: im so sorry for the trouble! and im so touched, thanks thanks! after reaching home i puked for another 2 hours -_- i swear to God i am not going to touch alcohol forever. just thinking of alcohol now makes me feel like puking. i feel better now, i just ate porridge :D PROUD TO SAY I CAN'T HOLD MY LIQUOR, YEA.
OH ANYWAY, HAHAHAHA ADRIEN SAID HE'D TAKE UP WALTZ WITH ME HAHAHAHA. omg he's so on, i like. but he was like questioning where im gonna dance waltz all, then he kept saying no clubs play ballroom music HAHA it was pretty funny. anyway i was inspired to learn after cher showed me this vid for the 34803284032 time. yup, i finally found it really nice HAHA.
check out her twirl at 1:25, I FEEL LIKE SHE'S AN ANGEL.
oo, oo! wj texted me from mlysia! :D good to know he's still alive after predicting he would meet with mlysian bandits and stuff.. hah!
okay, real studying session tomorrow HAHA, for real. i am going to scold those who don't focus. somehow this exam seems like a joke, no one is really worried for it. -_-
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
i find the concept of a secret garden highly fascinating.
no school today, but i woke up at the wrong time anyway. woke up when they sky was about to cry. damn, should have slept through that too. how often do you get to sleep in such comfortable ambiance right.
so anyway it is impossible to finish reading my mngment textbook. i have been stuck at this chapter for 3days now and IT IS THE SHORTEST CHPTER. DAMN? the words are so small i think you need to use the exponential equation to define how many words there are in one paragraph. hah, kidding. anyhow, im partly to blame for my preoccupied thoughts and my constant browsing of facebook (speaking of which, i have new gossip) HAHAHA. gotta love facebook.
anyway recent events have led me to realise the benefits of being single. though to couples, it may not seem like an issue, duh. one glaring issue, freedom. no, seriously. so my friends and i were deciding which day to study and all. and some of them had to leave like early evening and some couldn't make it on certain days; all because of one reason - meeting my other half. okay, now i sound like some jealous prick who wishes i had a bf to meet too right? nono, not the point.
point is, i like the state i am in now. im free to hang out till whatever time, free to go out whatever day (unless of course i have made plans with other friends luh walau dont look at me like no one ever calls me out can? HAHA) from this i realised that i don't like being tied down. well now, the little discoveries we make about ourselves each day. but i guess to couples its a joy to be in each others company and stuff?
it appears like i am trying to convince myself that being attached is no big deal right. HAHAHA NO, ITS NOT WHAT THIS WHOLE THING IS FOR. okay, off to play spot the difference! then back to my thick mngment book i guess. damn i just realised i dont even know how to find domain and range for functions and i forgot how to draw all the graphs and stuff. graphic calculators are not allowed for math exam either, shit. haha. oh well, love!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
someone to call my lover.
it's what im feeling now HAHAHA. used to love this song damn alot (:
hahaah so anyway today marks the last day of school. im already looking for a temp job for the one mth holiday that im gonna have cos i am so damn broke. and i owe people money again HAHAHAHA. awwwwwwww. gotta love me.
okayokay gonna get back to studying cos last minute studying is so yesterday.
xoxo.
Monday, August 24, 2009
so CA results were released today and i did pretty well. hope everyone didnt do too badly! (:
hmm. im feeling better haha. geok has this ability to make everyone seem like bastards so that you will feel better hahaha. but you're really a bastard by the way zz. though i can't say my character is any better but.. ah. heck. exams exams! im psyched.
hmm. im feeling better haha. geok has this ability to make everyone seem like bastards so that you will feel better hahaha. but you're really a bastard by the way zz. though i can't say my character is any better but.. ah. heck. exams exams! im psyched.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
i feel like shit. i have no idea how to put down in words how unhappy i am with my life.
i wish i could be one of those people who are able to remain happy and positive most of the time. even if they are all just deluding themselves. or maybe one of those people who dont feel alot?
anyway, think im coming down with the cold and sore throat whatever whatever again. exams in 7days. ready, set, go.
sadness is almost never anything but a form of fatigue.
i wish i could be one of those people who are able to remain happy and positive most of the time. even if they are all just deluding themselves. or maybe one of those people who dont feel alot?
anyway, think im coming down with the cold and sore throat whatever whatever again. exams in 7days. ready, set, go.
sadness is almost never anything but a form of fatigue.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
my sister is the most self-absorbed prick ever. she's probably the person who makes me want to use the F word the most.
sis: cherryl!i fetch you to school!
me: no
sis: ....you're just jealous. -slams door-
oh my deary me. jealous of what may i ask? sooner or later i am going to get my licence. and.. why would i be jealous of someone who passed only on the second attempt? stop living in your high and mighty cloud my dear cos its not doing you any good.
sis: cherryl!i fetch you to school!
me: no
sis: ....you're just jealous. -slams door-
oh my deary me. jealous of what may i ask? sooner or later i am going to get my licence. and.. why would i be jealous of someone who passed only on the second attempt? stop living in your high and mighty cloud my dear cos its not doing you any good.
Friday, August 21, 2009
ooooo i wanna cut my hair like that!
eh yesterday my dad went to take passport photo then he put on his tie. wahhh i haven't seen him in a tie for YEARS so i just had to take a photo hahahaa. he damn handsome hor! (:
the rain was awful today. super heavy and all. took a cab to school cos i was lazy to get any wetter at the bus stop haha. lecturer was super bitchy as usual. the usual stuff luh, just that peiwen and geok didnt come.
went far east w sam after school. omg. i had my eye on so many things i swear. money money money come come come to mamaaaa! ka-ching!! anyway we ate chippys YAY. walked the whole of far east then went to cine.
i haven't stepped into a neoprint shop for approximately.. 4years? haha but went in today to take with sam.
very blur luh hahaha. but do you know its like FREAKING EXPENSIVE NOW HELLO. ELEVEN. $11 OK!? you know what i can eat with 11dollars anot wapiang!
eh okay then we went CHIJMES to pass her bf something, ate ice cream at MOF then went home. wah im quite amazed i still dare to stay out so late lmao. its gonna be a long one month man.
okokokok gotta rush to do some math because there's only two more math lessons and one more english lesson left. then one week break and exams after that. WALAU, SUPER FAST OR WHAT? KBYE!
the rain was awful today. super heavy and all. took a cab to school cos i was lazy to get any wetter at the bus stop haha. lecturer was super bitchy as usual. the usual stuff luh, just that peiwen and geok didnt come.
went far east w sam after school. omg. i had my eye on so many things i swear. money money money come come come to mamaaaa! ka-ching!! anyway we ate chippys YAY. walked the whole of far east then went to cine.
i haven't stepped into a neoprint shop for approximately.. 4years? haha but went in today to take with sam.
very blur luh hahaha. but do you know its like FREAKING EXPENSIVE NOW HELLO. ELEVEN. $11 OK!? you know what i can eat with 11dollars anot wapiang!
eh okay then we went CHIJMES to pass her bf something, ate ice cream at MOF then went home. wah im quite amazed i still dare to stay out so late lmao. its gonna be a long one month man.
okokokok gotta rush to do some math because there's only two more math lessons and one more english lesson left. then one week break and exams after that. WALAU, SUPER FAST OR WHAT? KBYE!
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
today was the same as any other day. just that below the surface of smiles all of us are giving, we all know there's a hidden sullen mood underneath it.
while im in my own happy bubble my friends are having personal problems of their own. i hate it when my friends have problems you know? worst if its so personal you can't do anything to help. i hope * gets better. please god. please take away whats wrong. i won't use vulgarities anymore. just make it all better like we know you would, please.
while im in my own happy bubble my friends are having personal problems of their own. i hate it when my friends have problems you know? worst if its so personal you can't do anything to help. i hope * gets better. please god. please take away whats wrong. i won't use vulgarities anymore. just make it all better like we know you would, please.
lets see.
i think i look like a nun today hahaha. was supposed to treat wj to dinner cos his bday coming but ended up going over to his place to eat instead. his parents cooking not bad haha of course i will say my parents cook better right lmao. hung around then walked to holland with wj to eat cold rock! he insisted on paying -_- my plan to treat him totally failed luh. anyway walked back to his house again cos i forgot to take the chrysanthymum tea his mom cooked hahaha. ok then i forced him to take a pic w me cos must commemorate this weird day HAHAH.
okay then went home alrdy.
weirdest day of my life. HAHA.
i think i look like a nun today hahaha. was supposed to treat wj to dinner cos his bday coming but ended up going over to his place to eat instead. his parents cooking not bad haha of course i will say my parents cook better right lmao. hung around then walked to holland with wj to eat cold rock! he insisted on paying -_- my plan to treat him totally failed luh. anyway walked back to his house again cos i forgot to take the chrysanthymum tea his mom cooked hahaha. ok then i forced him to take a pic w me cos must commemorate this weird day HAHAH.
okay then went home alrdy.
weirdest day of my life. HAHA.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
yesterday's pictures!
shokudo!
today!
shokudo!
today!
slept at 7am? woke at 11 in fear of oversleeping and being late and having to run up the hill again but in the end i was still just one time. 2.25pm. I WONDER WHY. handed in the fucking eng group proj!!!!!! fina-fucking-ly!!! hahaaha. super happy. anyway mrs nair put 'excellent job' on my individual proj :D but i took damn long to do it also la. exam confirm only half of that standard.
after that all of us went out! only peiwen never come aww ): went paragon to eat ding tai fung first! wah i fucking love xlb and zha jiang mian. hahah adrien damn funny please. he use hands to eat xlb one like char siew bao HAHAHA. si ang mor hahaha!
okay watched orphan after that.
the girl damn annoying. she took THREE times and all of them look like that. no wonder she's only tending the kachang puteh stall please. later she take the nuts for you then shake shake shake until nothing left when she reach your cone. anyway yea HAHA. at cathay.
the girl damn annoying. she took THREE times and all of them look like that. no wonder she's only tending the kachang puteh stall please. later she take the nuts for you then shake shake shake until nothing left when she reach your cone. anyway yea HAHA. at cathay.
what can i say man. orphan is a fucking sick show hahaha. BUT GO CATCH IT ANYWAY HAHA. okay then went home.
okay lao niang quite tired now! shall go sleep for THERE IS STILL SCHOOL TOMORROW. exams in 2 weeks ;)
Friday, August 14, 2009
okayyyyyy. im left with two panels of the brochure and im kinda really tired already. im never going to volunteer to do design again. went town with fandy and sam in the evening to print their brochure. had dinner and watched a movie before coming home. watched UP! its more sad than funny really haha. i think i cried more than i laughed man. ate shokudo for the first time! omg their food is really yummy. but quite ex luh if you dont order student deal.
i shall refrain from saying that i am fucking tired too many times. tomorrow marks the last day of ALL projs for this semester. happy or what man. going out with the grp to celebrate haha. nah, just going out. nothing much to say now. im still broke, ugly and guyless.
go ahead if you wanna portray yourself as a bitch, just don't be a bitch to me.
i shall refrain from saying that i am fucking tired too many times. tomorrow marks the last day of ALL projs for this semester. happy or what man. going out with the grp to celebrate haha. nah, just going out. nothing much to say now. im still broke, ugly and guyless.
go ahead if you wanna portray yourself as a bitch, just don't be a bitch to me.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
i keep dreaming of school. no, more like my classmates. i had the WEIRDEST dream i swear. we were like in this medieval village and we were having freakin SPORTS DAY? then we had to walk back to our classrooms and the path there was just horrendous with full of spiders hanging and clinging onto you and cherish was damn brave. i screamed in my dream when a spider landed infront of my face and geok had to cover my mouth and swipe the spider away. after that i remember myself screaming a whole lot -_- then my friends started drinking from a murky pond and i was like WTF GUYS! and they said it was damn delicious. omfg, i think my friends were monsters in disguise.
then suddenly switched dream. i have no idea why but i was calling fandy and i cldnt get through. house, handphone, sms. then i got damn frustrated cos i needed to tell him my friends were going to eat me.
LIKE HUH, CHERRYL!?
then i thought of my dad's delicious cooking in the fridge and i woke up, heh. but im feeling kinda lazy, have to cook the rice on my own and all. awwwww.
if we could all go back in time, which of us are truly happy to be where we are?
then suddenly switched dream. i have no idea why but i was calling fandy and i cldnt get through. house, handphone, sms. then i got damn frustrated cos i needed to tell him my friends were going to eat me.
LIKE HUH, CHERRYL!?
then i thought of my dad's delicious cooking in the fridge and i woke up, heh. but im feeling kinda lazy, have to cook the rice on my own and all. awwwww.
if we could all go back in time, which of us are truly happy to be where we are?
Saturday, August 8, 2009
happy early birthday jiawen :D
tuesday
peiwen! hahaha doing our management proj. w geok, adrien and serene!
hahaha she damn gei siao one!! anyway all of us handed up the proj. already! i think it was pretty well done (:
TODAYTODAYTODAY
FRIDAYFRIDAYFRIDAY
no school cos my teacher was sick so she cancelled lessons!
soooo made use of this day to meet up with jiawen and pea! met pea at singpost first! I WASN'T LATE OKAY. 5MINUTES NOT COUNTED. :D went supermarket to try and find jiawen a present HAHAHA
we picked out the best for jiawen. HAHAHA.
my attempt to wake up totally failed hahaha. even though my alarm name was so scary!
the final gift. HAHA got meaning one lor! im the carrot (: pea is the sweet pea la duh! then we duno what jiawen is so we picked orange apple dragonfruit and chillis for her! hahaha.
wah she finally came. after like damn long can hahahaha. she went to put braces then she refused to smile with her teeth hahaha
i bet she wanted to kill us hahaha.
we kept laughing at her socks hahaha she looked like some soccer player lor after that joyce asked her to wear the guard HAHAHA i swear we just kept making fun of jiawen hahahaha.
i bet she's just doing this cos i kept making fun of her and calling her jimmy neutron hahaha
ok thinking back, THIS WHOLE SCENE WAS STUPID HAHA. i always get high when im with them one lor! always do this kind of stupid things! im not gonna tell you guys the story!
toilet!
k then we went this fashion to shop. OMGOMGOMGOMG
I WANT THIS SHIRT SO BADLY HAHAHAHA
OMG I SWEAR I WILL WEAR IT TO SCHOOL HAHAHA ITS SO FREAKING CUTE LA!! OMGGGG I AM GOING BACK TO GET IT.
pea's going back w me to get this!
imitate her hahaha
pea's style is so vintage lor!
i think this green dress quite nice also!!
omg she look damn pretty here!
after they bought some stuff we went coffeebean to chill! then after while joyce came!
try not to look at jiawen's face HAHA
we keep bullying her today hahaaha
look like soccer player lor HAHA
OMG AFTER THAT WE SAW ONE PERSON DAMN SIMILAR TO JIAWEN ON THE TRAIN HAHAAH.
pea took a pic and immediately msged jiawen hahahaa.
ok after that joyce and i went to orchard to wait for jon. but change of plans so didn't meet up in the end. another day jonnie! joyce and i explored ion! okay la nothing fantastic lor!
bumped into sam at topshop!
haha she damn pretty hor! my classmate in SIM.
after that joyce and i went to eat din tai fung! OMG I LOVE XLB TTM!!! :D:D:D felt so happy after eating it haha. alrighty then we took 65 home and joyce missed her stop cos we were sleeping like pigs.
wah sian school tomorrow. .......
peiwen! hahaha doing our management proj. w geok, adrien and serene!
hahaha she damn gei siao one!! anyway all of us handed up the proj. already! i think it was pretty well done (:
TODAYTODAYTODAY
FRIDAYFRIDAYFRIDAY
no school cos my teacher was sick so she cancelled lessons!
soooo made use of this day to meet up with jiawen and pea! met pea at singpost first! I WASN'T LATE OKAY. 5MINUTES NOT COUNTED. :D went supermarket to try and find jiawen a present HAHAHA
we picked out the best for jiawen. HAHAHA.
my attempt to wake up totally failed hahaha. even though my alarm name was so scary!
the final gift. HAHA got meaning one lor! im the carrot (: pea is the sweet pea la duh! then we duno what jiawen is so we picked orange apple dragonfruit and chillis for her! hahaha.
wah she finally came. after like damn long can hahahaha. she went to put braces then she refused to smile with her teeth hahaha
i bet she wanted to kill us hahaha.
we kept laughing at her socks hahaha she looked like some soccer player lor after that joyce asked her to wear the guard HAHAHA i swear we just kept making fun of jiawen hahahaha.
i bet she's just doing this cos i kept making fun of her and calling her jimmy neutron hahaha
ok thinking back, THIS WHOLE SCENE WAS STUPID HAHA. i always get high when im with them one lor! always do this kind of stupid things! im not gonna tell you guys the story!
toilet!
k then we went this fashion to shop. OMGOMGOMGOMG
I WANT THIS SHIRT SO BADLY HAHAHAHA
OMG I SWEAR I WILL WEAR IT TO SCHOOL HAHAHA ITS SO FREAKING CUTE LA!! OMGGGG I AM GOING BACK TO GET IT.
pea's going back w me to get this!
imitate her hahaha
pea's style is so vintage lor!
i think this green dress quite nice also!!
omg she look damn pretty here!
after they bought some stuff we went coffeebean to chill! then after while joyce came!
try not to look at jiawen's face HAHA
we keep bullying her today hahaaha
look like soccer player lor HAHA
OMG AFTER THAT WE SAW ONE PERSON DAMN SIMILAR TO JIAWEN ON THE TRAIN HAHAAH.
pea took a pic and immediately msged jiawen hahahaa.
ok after that joyce and i went to orchard to wait for jon. but change of plans so didn't meet up in the end. another day jonnie! joyce and i explored ion! okay la nothing fantastic lor!
bumped into sam at topshop!
haha she damn pretty hor! my classmate in SIM.
after that joyce and i went to eat din tai fung! OMG I LOVE XLB TTM!!! :D:D:D felt so happy after eating it haha. alrighty then we took 65 home and joyce missed her stop cos we were sleeping like pigs.
wah sian school tomorrow. .......
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