))): i should have taken marketing as a major. fuck. im stuck now. i hate finance to the core. im interested in marketing and i love coming up with creative ideas. WHY. WHY DID I CHOOSE FINANCE. omg super stressed now.

its fun to go out in a group of friends and have a decent meal but what happens when the bill comes? i've thought about this in many different approaches before. there are basically 3 types of people.

1) pay for my share and my share only, down to every penny.
2) give abit more than my share (no small change) and asks whoever to keep the change.
3) sits quietly in the corner while everyone is counting the money strewn across the table and hopes no one realises he hasn't paid.

3 is a jackass and the problem goes way back to his principles so lets not talk about 3.

lets talk about 1 and 2's actions.

i think its reasonable to wanna take back all the change that is rightfully yours because it is afterall, your money. then brings us to the value of money. what is 20cents to you? on the other hand, what is $2? so is it okay to take back $2 change but not okay to take back 20cents? let me emphasize that this is friends splitting the change and not the change you take from stall vendors.

what character are you trying to portray when you ask your friends to keep the change? do you really not care about the money because its your friends or do you just not wanna seem uptight about money. or do you think its a charity? i guess there's no fault in wanting to keep the change or the last person who handles the money will have to awkwardly keep it.

i think its a socially awkward situation that has plagued many of us before. im guessing most of us are either those who say 'keep the change' because you simply dont want to look like a miser in front of our friends or those who really dont want to keep the coins. honestly, i've rarely come across friends who take back every cent that is rightfully theirs though i do have 1 or 2.


oh well. just something i thought about on the bus ride home.

this must be what it feels like when you can't do anything to help - useless.

hi allllllll :)

so vday just passed and two days before that was my anni with josh. so these past few days have been pretty rough on his wallet hahahahahaha. okay im not laughing. afterall he got no money i also suffer right lmao. anyway he bought this adorable bear that came along w the lilies and i named it joshy and right now i can't let it out of my sight cos its so cute haha. im not a soft toy kinda girl seriously BUT THIS BEAR JUST GOT TO ME. anyway. yes im also not a mushy kinda girl but HAHAHAHA MY BABY'S SO CUTEEEE.

okay yes. this week is going to be stressful. econs test and assignment to hand up. learnt everything in econs already but still v worried cos afterall I GOT AN E FOR A LVL ECONS. pffft. but i got an A for diploma econs so now im gonna get distinction for uni econs! IN YOUR FACE LAST YEAR ME.

haha. loves.

seriously, its PAINFUL to learn what im learning in school now.

so, funny story.

turns out i didnt have to hand in both assignments this week so i have been back to doing nothing for the past 3 days. i love pleasant surprises.

chinese new year is finally over. wasn't much remembering except that my luck was exceptionally good :D:D finally leh. every year i lose money and sulk for the rest of the days. this time round i finally won my own pocket money hahaha. anyway, parents went away for 3rd and 4th day so cny wasnt much of family time this year. but nvm. have assignment due next tues and wed and i hvnt started. fuck lor. the article they want us to read is long, the words are miniscule and i have no interest in equity in employment. i have to write an essay on that HELLO. i dont even know where to start. oh god dont even talk about history management of thought. i bet you dont even know the content of the subject from the name right. at bfs house now. trying to do my work while he sleeps cos he has to book in tmr. LIFE SUCKS. ARMY SUCKS.

haha okay. thats all the time out im gonna get.