I am afterall, just someone with a fucked up attitude and tone.

Amazing how I've heard that from you so many times and I can still feel hurt and cry about it. Cos I believed you were supposed to bring me up not put me down.. it was never like that.

hola !

so for valentines joshy couldn't leave camp though i kept hoping and hoping. aww but he had a bouquet of flowers delivered to my shop while i was working! haha.


yes i did tell him not to get me flowers okay i know how expensive they are and all. but i guess guys will never put cost over the girl they love. anyway i was really surprised hahaha. yay. thanks baby :)

and the day after i went to meet jiawen at 4plus at her place. i hate it when the roads are wet and every step i take i will kick some black shit water onto my legs. anyway after jwen went to singapore post to deliver her parcels we headed down to china square to collect cupcakes for pea :)

a few weeks ago she said she wanted blue cupcakes so we got it for her hahaha. happy birthday pea! this is probably the first birthday we actually celebrated for you on time hahaha. i love you even though you are damn neurotic and squeaky hahaha. i love working with you and im gonna miss you bigbig time when you leave !

yup we went macs for supper after that. though its just a short while it was damn funny and all. hehe okay.

anyway i didnt go to school today cos i am damn sick. and i just discovered something today. my mom is exactly like me. like she has a problem saying 'are you alright? are you too tired from working and schooling together?' she will say it in some other way that may sound offensive like me but actually she totally means to say that she cares. we totally have that in common man.

SO ANYWAY. I AM STILL WAITING FOR GEOK TO SHOW UP IF SHE EVER WILL. gonna start on my proj first. bye!

hiiiii !

celebrated our 13 mths plus vday today. went to Les Bouchons at Ann Siang. didn't know joshy asked jiawen for details about the place and booked prior to today hehe. had a really pricey meal but it was alright! the food was not oh-my-god good but above standard i guess. i really liked the escargots.

had a good laugh at the waitress plus i was kinda tipsy after drinking wine so i practically giggled at everything.




after that we went to fly the lantern that jiawen bought us. i was REALLY afraid that it would land somewhere and set like the whole forest on fire though. pretty scary. the fire was really really big.

anyway had a good laugh, yet again, at joshy's chinese. YOU WOULD THINK THAT SOMEONE FROM A CHINESE SPEAKING FAMILY COULD WRITE SIMPLE CHINESE WORDS BUT NO HAHAHAHA. HE DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO WRITE 'LOVE' IN CHINESE.

i just drew something wherever he wrote something wrong and wrote for him hahaha.



ok we didn't read the instructions before hand so we were just flinging the lantern around i swear it was bloody hilarious hahaha




aww there it goes!!

hahaha thanks sbitch for the mega entertaining lantern hahaha. you might wanna write the words at home though. we wrote it on the hood of his car with mighty strong wind and people walking hahaha.

okay hehe good night!

today was an awesome fun day with joshy hehe.

went to the pasar malam near joshys place and bought a pretty lighter. then we started playing all the retarded games. shooting the ridiculously small duck to get a prize and throwing balls at cans hahaha. the gun used for shooting is so cool i want it!

stumbled upon the buffalo wings shop near his place, newly opened and decided to challenge ourselves hahaha. ordered level 4 wings and it was hell hot man. both ate till our lips turned damn red and tears were at the brim of our eyes haha. couple beside us ordered level 5. after taking 2 mouths the guy asked the waiter for a jug of ice water HAHAHAHA. HAHAHA. it was damn funny la.

anyway. yay! didnt waste sunday like we used to haha. we would always wake up at 6-7pm cos we wld hang out till 4-5am the previous night. then we would only have like 1 hours to meet before he would have to go back army :(

hehe okay. byebye.

hiiii. I don't even know why I'm blogging cos I'm pretty sure at this age no one really reads peoples blogs anymore. Oh well, old habits die hard.

was supposed to go comfortdelgro to sign up for driving in the morning but jw and I were both too tired to get out of bed. that's totally what I love about jw. so realistic and practical. Like, tired then postpone la why force yourself to go out and feel like shit right.

Anw so we decided to go in the evening. Went down to SMU to acc jw for her flea and totally got lost there. I hate tht place ah. So many freaking buildings for what leh seriously. Across the road also have. cb walk until I wanna die. hahaha okay her friend came halfway and when flea ended we lugged a shitload of things home w hw. that's probably why I will nv ever do what she do ah. I'm totally not independent enough to go places alone and sell stuff.

Went CDC. Took 2 passport photos but both look like shit HAHAHA IT'S SUCH A BAD DAY. Waited 1 hour only to find out that the private one close alrdy. so we basically cab down there and waited so long for nothing. Can die ah.

met joshy hehehe :D yup. Went cityplaza to eat the ban mian. Then jw's friend went off and the three of us sat in the car thinking of what to do but gave up and jw went home hahaha

Did u know kbox charges are like 43.20 nett per person? Who in the right mind wld pay that? -_-

Anw ok I have work tmr! thank god only pm shift. I am gonna hate work on Saturdays cos pea is only working weekdays -_- fffff. okay. good night!