i can't stand stuck up (in a sense that they think they are damn smart) people.
where has the world's modesty gone to?

just came home from orchard with my parents. they actually took an MRT down, surprise surprise! haha, i felt immense joy when i reached eunos and there was finally a car. zzz. public transport sucks balls during peak hours and weekends.
anyway i ate mixed vege rice at wisma's foodcourt which costs $9 and my dad was like hopping mad. ridiculous really. i could have eaten 2 Chippy sausages with that please. pfft. bought clothes! teehee.

anyway we are finally done with the video and printed ad for marketing. so its all smooth sailing from here. reports are no kick if you know what to say ah. ohya still need to do a video for HR. z. i am so going to reward myself come next wednesday....... have been pretty happy for the past few days though. laughing almost non stop w sam. yup, this is the way i want my life to be.

i totally have no time to talk cock on my blog anymore. haha not till next week. yay tmr dont need to meet in sch early means can sleep late. i have a good mind to just sleep till 2 then go school pfft. anyway video editing is pretty fun haha. kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk lots more to do BYE

“ 遗憾总是最美。 大多数的人都是怀念以前的人, 儿错过了身边的人。
他们说， 你爱一个人多久 你就要用多久去忘记他。
你也该忘记他了吧？”
－海派甜心

OMG ITS ONLY 11 HAHA. IT FELT LIKE 2AM AFTER I FINISH WATCHING MY SHOW. YAY CAN WATCH ANOTHER EPISODE!!

anyway my fever is like on off and right now its off hope it stays that way haahaahhahaahah today was a really good day. hope everyday will be like that!!!! :D:D

i wanna whine so badly bout my fever. pffft.

I CANT SING WITH MY THROAT LIKE THIS )))))))):

my blogger password is really stalkerish/psycho. hahahaah. for those who know please don't try to hack..... hahaahaahaha.

anyway i totally have NO MOOD TO DO PROJECTS. wtf wtf. and i feel like shit! which fucker passed me their cold/cough/sore throat [don't worry yixiang im not referring to you hahahaa!!] will die a horrible death. HATE falling sick. especially cold )): i was eating old chang kee curry puff just now and IT HAD ABSOLUTELY NO TASTE. HOMG. if God wanted to punish me all he has to do is take away my sense of taste. i'll be miserable enough. oh as i was telling jon i dont care if im sick i eat as per normal.

wtf..........................ok i am not going to do anything tonight. meeting in school at 9am on monday. i really think i dont get the sleep that i need. fucking 6 day school week. fffffffffffffff. HAHAHHAAHAHAHA OK I AM SO ANGSTY NOW. I WANNA CURSE EVERYTHING IN SIGHT. HAHAHA KKKKKK OFF I GO!
simpsons time :DD

HOMG FINALLY FINISH UPLOADING. from newest to oldest!

went town after school to watch movie and eat today! [22/1/2010]
btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONNIE, LOVE YOU!

shokudo.


single and available. call 1800-14..................... hahaha



never understood how people can drink this Macha shit!


we were seeing whose nose sharper HAH



grilled chicken ballz with wafu cream sauce HOMG its damn nice. eh sam added the chilli stuff, comes without.


malicorne's rice. letting you see how huge it is.


ohohoh we watched Law Abiding Citizen. very clever show, but pretty gory though they didn't show much of the gory parts cos according to malicorne its PG. hurhur. but worth it, go watch!


[20/1/2010]
i had to walk this never ending path to the 'nearby' hongkong cafe.





i like how the veges look here. so clear haha.



sam's french toast soaked in your favourite ingredient - oil.


my beancurd skin thing!! <3


child...... hahahaahah



blatant pollution!!


met joycey at douby after that.

bought jonnie's present then went town to meet him.



there's a reason why i'm smiling so happily. hahahahahah


im fascinated.





quite chillax for jonnie's birthday luh. hope you liked your surprise! <3

i conclude that korean is really hard to learn. until now after listening to the song like a thousand times i still catch no ballz. and i need to force myself to remember not to press 1 when i enter from the 1st floor when in actual fact i wanna go to the 6th. really damn alot of times i pressed 1 then just stand there and wait only realising olike 5 seconds later. sigh, no one's watching me from the stupid CCTV. pfffft...

did i mention i love my camera alot. even though it looks battered its still something i bought with 100% my own money and it never lies. :] and hello, its purple!! i think i am actually really girly inside. heheehee. oh yea, this reminds me, i went for job interview today hahaha. pffft. don't ask me how it reminded me ._. was totally late for school after that. don't know how im gonna get to sch on time if i work.

my heart aches has been working up again. literally haha. think i took the healthy path for awhile and now im totally sliding back to unhealthy again. ughhhhh. nevermind, i shall walk to school at a faster pace everyday, work that heart of mine.


i miss my grandpa so much. i wanna hug him.

strawberries that i ate two days ago :]

awww i have so many photos to upload hahaha. shall do em tomorrow. anyway i have been really happy lately. i guess. i think so. at least i don't remember being unhappy! improvement. :]

have been thinking a lot about how life. hm can't say much here and i know that it will pass so i wish for God to fast forward time, just a little bit will do. till i heal. guess it wont be long.

ohohhohohohohhh im done watching You're Beautiful :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] HEHEHE. okay typical teenage kinda love plot but IM A SUCKER FOR IT HAHAHA. okayokay i need to sleep now. hate being late for MA lessons cos she's always starts class so punctually. pfft. bye!!!

&if you had to leave
i wish that you would just leave
cos your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone.

OKAY im quite upset that i've been so lazy since the start of this sem! so after i finish the korean show 'You're Beautiful' i'm going to start on projects and start revising for exams alrdy. HAHAHAHA HAHAHAAHAHA OK MAYBE A LITTLE EARLY FOR EXAMS. PROJECTS PROJECTS!!

anyway tonight was my first -did i mention also my last?- time eating a McDonald's Mega Mac.

i gotta say......wtfffff man. firstly the packagaing was like.... .... so messy. okok get this - the burgers, veg ans beef weren't even ALIGNED. looked like they were trying their luck and tossing the layers into the box from 3 feet away. did i mention the lettuce strips look like rejects from the fresh batches and the beef. oh god, the cow must have been anorexic. im still in the process of eating the curly fries and something liquid spurts out of the fries everytime i take a bite. please dont let it be oil, please dont let it be oil..

my life sucks luh everyday a new secret is created and i have to keep it. PFFFFT. im going to *BOOM BAH* soon.

ohohoh and joycey and i are gonna go out and celebrate jonnie's birthday with him tmr. excited! :]

i'm pretty damn good at doing nothing at all. cos that's what i've been doing since i got home and that's my reward for handing in both indiv. projects on time hehe.
anyway i was so hungry and desperate that i wound up eating strawberries. and i gotta say, WOW, didn't fill my stomach one bit.

at an alcoholic rehabilitation center...
guy: so Homer, i see you finally hit rock bottom
homer: no way, i can sink wayyyy lower

HAHA. anyway im required to make an advertisement for mkting group project. how sial, i dont even know how to make a video. and im guessing neither does my group hahaahha. zzzzzzzz
okay im gonna start thinking of the project nw. while watching You're Beautiful and Simpsons. byeeeee!

jonnie cheer up! <3

I wonder what happens when you offer yourself to someone, and they opened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same.

http://princessoftheworld.tumblr.com

wow, i am typing my marketing report, reading my marketing notes, searching for relevant information on the net for my report, looking at job websites, eating love letters, looking at hotel and air fare websites and chatting at the same.

damn, im good.

:]] i think we all need a big brother figure in our lives.
for me its weijie. everytime i have a real prob he always knows what to say to push me to do it or to dissuade me. thnks! ♥

i feel like shit.

you know what?
in my life, there have been people who think i'm slow, know nothing, have bad english, have attitude problem, can never win in an argument. and the list of negativity goes on.

firstly, seriously, bad english? thats like the thing i take into offence the most. because the person who thinks i have bad english has like fucking worse english than me. by alot. and this person always debates with me and seriously always thinks he's right. and everytime i just keep quiet when people debate/argue with me also. they always think i'm too dumb to argue back and i know that inside they are smirking. but you know what, if i bothered to think of something to say back to you you would be cowering behind your inflated egos. as for bad english, im insulted. i owe it to my parents for speaking good english to me my whole life which is why i will never let it go if people say my english is bad. srsly, that person has like fucking big guts to say that.

secondly i may appear to know nothing when you guys are talking but DO YOU HONESTLY BELIEVE I AM THAT NAIVE. im so tired of people saying i know nothing just because i know little about the topic you are discussing. like you know everything about the whole world? if something doesnt interest me, it just wont. its that i know nothing, i just cant be bothered to read it up or i cant be bothered to input because its such a boring topic i rather run circles in my head. knowing something i don't doesnt make you any smarter than me because i believe i know tons of things that you don't either.

so you know what? say what you want. can't help it if my actions are slow, no ones asking you to move at my pace either. i tend to answer slowly because i like to think of what i shld say before i actually say it. habitual. i move slowly cos moving fast just doesnt work for me. dont see a point in rushing through life. don't understand why people like to comment on others when they are fucking imperfect themselves. at least i have the decency to know what to say and what not to. no i don't care if youre being honest because no one asked for your opinion. yea, srsly. whatevers.

I HAVE BEEN THINKING FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT ABOUT HOW TO GO ABOUT DOING MY MARKETING PROJ AND I STILL HAVEN'T THE SLIGHTEST CLUE. :((((((

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my dad's Facebook Info.

College: Unusual University '80
High School: Very High '70
Employer: Bad Company

the cutest, really.

the living years.

awwww this song always makes me tear! especially this part:
"I wasn't there that morning
When my Father passed away
I didn't get to tell him
All the things I had to say

I think I caught his spirit
Later that same year
I'm sure I heard his echo
In my baby's new born tears
I just wish I could have told him in the living years"

super meaningful and it kinda sends you on a guilt trip when you look back at how you disobeyed and ignored your parents huh.

anyway i hate it when i buy takeaway drinks/food and they don't give me straws or spoons to consume it. wtf, if i wanted to eat with my hands i would have become an indian........(eh, this is not racism, its a fact right.)

i asked my parents if losing our friends is part of the process of growing up. i didn't really get a definite answer but i wouldn't want it to happen to me. my dad said the only time you know if you have friends is at your funeral and by that time it wouldn't matter anymore. loooooool.

sometimes i wonder if there's really not enough time to complete work or do people just like to leave it to the last minute to complete. if youre the type that like to leave stuff to the last minute then srsly i dont think you even have a right to complain when the time comes and you have to stay up super late or even forgo your sleep for it.

i should stop being so guai lan right. dont like this dont like that hahahaha!

sometimes i can have a verbal diarrhea but right now i really find it hard to cough up 125 words for my stupid assignment.

okay it just occurred to me that i have not updated for a few days so here goes.

would be rather busy these days because they pushed forward all the assignment dates so that it doesnt clash with CNY or something. so by 10th feb all assignments would be handed up already. thats less than a month for 6 assignments. 2 indiv 4 group. quite a feat. sigh not looking forward to the next few weeks at all.
on a happier note, i am not lost for managerial accnting yet, thank god.

aww i know i seem v antisocial now but i rly wasn't like that for the better half of my life zz. somehow along the way i just lost interest in communicating with people thats all. i feel that i do not need to make any more new friends cos i have enough good ones to last me a lifetime. not that i would reject people as friends if they are easy to get along luh but everything just seems so.. i dont know. maybe im living my life on the edge, being on my guard all the time and its tiring but i cant stop. ahh

sentosa yst. suntanning was a total flop cos the sun decided that it shld take a rest. pfft. sometimes people tell me that im thinking too much but trust me, most of the time i'm always right when i think that something is how it is. its just a matter of time before you see im right.


k HR indiv due tmr! and marketing next mon. shit, i know shit about marketing. sigh. BYEBYE.

must be exhausting to lose your own game.

im so tired.

you know how you are going crazy over someone and are mad worried when they are sick, but it's all behind their backs. then when they really do talk to you about their sickness you somehow react in a way that you didn't expect yourself to. like, super nonchalant. but the fact is that you are worried sick.......so now it seems to the person like you dont really care anymore but you are dying to tell them its not how you wanted to react its just natural to let them feel like you dont care anymore cos it would make things less complicated. and it just kills.

if thats the case then mission accomplished.

anyway you know sometimes you tell a friend how you feel about something in general,
eg. take what i blogged about just now for example. so you tell your friend like, "you know sometimes i rly wanna tell somebody that i do care and stuff but i end up doing the opposite thing. sucks right."

and the very next thing your friend asks is "who?" then they start guessing names.
wth, i never ask you to play Guess Who with me whytf you so kaypo man. i mean EVEN IF its somebody you know, i would have mentioned names if i felt comfortable doing so fucking morons.

bloody tired lor. school not even started fully and i already feel like killing myself. afternoon sessions seem to be particularly distracting and tiring. anyway i fell down today and it was super embarrassing but whatever.....................

sometimes jokes can go overboard.

learn from the mistakes of others because you cannot live long enough to make them all by yourself.

awwwwwwwwwwww

okay so i finally said bye to my long hair today!




and now i look like......................................

a kid. KILL ME.

ANYWAY MY HAIRDRESSER DAMN CUTE HAHAHAHAA HAAHAAHAHAAHAHAHA OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. im gonna rant to everyone tmr HAHAHAAHAH IM SO GOING BACK THERE TO CUT MY HAIR THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

i ABHOR bus rides where i don't have a seat. fuck peak periods!!!

shucks, i never fail to end up in self pity.

these days i don't have much to say anymore.

ah, nothing i love more than a new day. cos then every mistake made yesterday would be in the past now.

i think online blogshops who put like '$1 off if no questions asked!' are like stupid or something. i mean we're paying for your stupid stuff here the least you could do is to like answer our enquiries so that we'll be paying with a peace of mind ya know what i mean? like its not like they go to a store, pick out whatever they want and cash out. and you can't even compare real life shopping to online shopping cos you dont get to see the 3D version of what you're buying and you can't really put the stuff against yourself and see if you look good in it ya know?

and as long as you are selling something and i am the potential customer it means you have to provide SERVICE and the customer always has a right to ask you questions. and dont even throw me the 'but online shopping is supposed to be quick and easy as opposed to doing shopping outside' argument cos as long as you are spending money you have a right to know what quality, details and stuff the product is right? okay im not talking bout those filthy rich brats who just buy and buy and stuff.

therefore even though i see some shit that i really really dig in the above mentioned type of blogshops i refuse to purchase from them cos they're basically like trying to psycho you into shutting up and buying their stuff cos of a stupid $1 off so PEOPLE DONT BUY FROM SUCH STUPID SHOPS OKAY.

right. thats just like a rambling complain in my head and i had this surge of energy to type it all out. anyway i think my blog is like semi twitter style cos its like i have so much to say but they all happen at different moments and it really just seems like im blogging alot but yea i am but thats cos im so lazy to note down what i wanna blog about and then blog in a chunk later on ya know..............

why does the heart go on?

damn she's my idol.

'love can touch us one time
and last for a lifetime
and never let go till
we're gone.'

i need a makeover.

2010 resolutions.

well i can't look back on my 2009 resolutions because that blog is long gone. pfft. but here's some resolutions i really wanna try to keep....

1: be less impatient with stupid people.
2: be a little faster in giving replies so i wont get angry when people scream at me for being so slow.
3: quit peeling my lips when i have nothing to do
4: SMILE SMILE SMILE (that's a tough one)
5: be nicer to my parents.
6: stop ignoring my sister (grunts count as a reply sis)
7: stop cancelling on people.
8: don't be so apathetic to people's problems haahahahahahaahah
9: dont be so self conscious
10: dont take everything to heart learn to laugh things off even though i rly wanna say wtf to the person hahaha

OKAY THATS ABOUT IT HAHAHA.

cherryl jay says (12:51 AM):
*do your resolutions!!!!! :D
cherylyeozz@gmail.com says (12:52 AM):
*DONT WANT
*WONT KEEP ONE
cherryl jay says (12:52 AM):
*HAHAHAHA
*MINE V REALISTIC THIS YR
cherylyeozz@gmail.com says (12:53 AM):
*YAR AM READING
*HOW COME DONT HAVE
*BE PUNCTUAL
cherryl jay says (12:53 AM):
*HAHAHAAHAHA OH YA!!!
*COS THATS UNREALISTIC HAHAAHAAH

anyway you know what i like!!! i like those friends that even after not talking to them for AGES you still can talk cock like when you used to talk to them v often!!!! hahahaha i think one of those v special friends of mine is dilys!!! hahahaha talk to her will naturally high one! heehee!

ok people. staying home does not equal to no life, not happening, whatever you want to call it. if your families suck and you can't stay home in peace then too bad for you so if you dont wanna piss me off, firstly stop asking me why i never go out. and secondly stop saying i have no life.

): school is starting. nothing to look forward to in school.
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