haha, watching shows like The Matrix and Heroes can really mess with your mind. you start to wonder if any of this is even, there. or if people around you actually have any of these superpowers. i must say the creators of these shows are really just awesome to be able to come up with such ideas. brilliant. sometimes people wish their lives would be a little more exciting, you know, more dramatic and stuff. so they go out there, get into some trouble and dramatise their lives. well, no comments. or rather, i dont wish to comment on such stupidity.

you disgust me with your constant attempt at being the 'good' guy. you and i know better that this is just a front you put up to get close to people, but not allowing people to get close to you at all. sometimes i just thank god for my friend who helped me to see clearly just what the hell you were trying to do. cos baby, you can't have space for two in that small heart of yours. you know what i mean. so please, stop pretending to be all sad and regretful and helpless over what you did. stop messing with my mind. i fear for your next victim.

and you. your words are captivating. they make me think. something no one has been able to do lately. and i can't help but wonder if you're right. i like to think of the possibilities of those words of yours but i know im just wasting my time on thoughts that will never happen. it's nice to just close my eyes and see myself with you though, because its my only comfort now.
don't go, not yet.