went to work alone today. initially all sorts of excuses came to my mind to skip work because number one, i am working alone today. number two, i was so tired i cldnt move a muscle. i sucked it up and went anyway. buvan bought famous amos for me! hahaha cheered me up. $1.40 leh. im so kiam siap i only buy $0.50 twisties hahaha.

i've honestly seen the stupidest of singaporeans from my time in starhub. their requests are honestly so stupid sometimes i dont even know how to reply them. and some of them have email history way back to 2004 its like they spend their whole lives stalking their starhub bills and preying on mistakes.

oh well, knew im not cut out for customer service. i seriously cant take stupid yet demanding people. so i threw a few sarcastic and curt replies to customers so far. hope they dont ever come back to me. hahahahaha

omg my acceptance letter finally came -_- my mum has been bugging me about it and i would just brush it off but actually inside im like ........

absence can do 2 things to love - make it stronger or allow you to pretend it never existed.
somehow im swaying towards 'pretend it never existed'.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

“Over the years, she influenced my writing style. Now I write in short sentences, in the active voice. We gradually influenced each other’s ways and habits as we adjusted and accommodated each other.

We knew that we could not stay starry-eyed lovers all our lives; that life was an on-going challenge with new problems to resolve and manage.

…

Her last wish she shared with me was to enjoin our children to have our ashes placed together, as we were in life.

The last two years of her life were the most difficult. She was bed-ridden after small successive strokes; she could not speak but she was still cognisant.

Every night she would wait for me to sit by her to tell her of my day’s activities and to read her favourite poems.

Then she would sleep.

I have precious memories of our 63 years together. Without her, I would be a different man, with a different life. She devoted herself to me and our children. She was always there when I needed her. She has lived a life full of warmth and meaning.

I should find solace at her 89 years of her life well lived. But at this moment of the final parting, my heart is heavy with sadness.”

mm lee’s eulogy

taken from my sisters blog. has a nice touch to it huh.


HAHAHAAHA my mice so cute ah.





ah oh well i really could use a furry little thing running around my hand right now.

anyway i think....hmm. hahahahahahaaha ;)

happy days? really happy days? hahahaha maybe. nowadays im so i-dont-give-a-shit that i find it impossible to be emo about anything HAHAHA i mean judging from what he did to me i would have given him even worse treatment than this alrdy HAHAHA nvm i dont care.

Happiness is as a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but which if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you.

- Nathaniel Hawthorne

omggggg i haven't been in this space for ages. so unlike me.

oh well, have been out and about but now its back to home again cos joshua finally went into army ): AWWWWZZZ. i dare say i've been seeing him 7 days a week for about a month? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. im so having withdrawal symptoms now. ): hahahaha everyday after work its like pool, eat, l4d, eat, sometimes go barrage, mahjong, ecp, bowling once we even went cycling HAHAHA crazy.

aiya. oh thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday haha. i know abit late. aww josh and geok surprised me at barrage w a cake and flowers. HAHAHA I LOVE FLOWERS. then i spent my bday w joe jj and josh. ya cos everyone else had school and work. i know, very sad. nevermind heheeee.

ahhhhhhhh met watson for dinner the other night. omggggg i love motorbikes. sigh. okay motorbikes are my favourite vehicles!

aiyar actually alot of shit happened in the past few days and the past 1.5mths at work. nevermind! still awesome!! and no i did not cut my hair because i had some emotional trauma or sth hahaha.


my esteem is so low seriously hahahaha. when someone makes me feel special i will always think that person does it to every other girl. HAHAHA awwwwww ): yup okay im actually quite sad right now HAHAHAHAH CAN YOU TELL. okay im kidding. HAHAHA

am i? HAHAHAHAHAA OKAY BYEEEEEE

hi guys :D

i have been enjoying myself so much for the past few weeks i really hope nothing changes. done some things i've regretted but dont feel really sad about it. trying to be optimistic cos i kinda hate it when my friend starts to emo when im with her/him so i can only imagine what its like being with me. haha.

choices, people. i guess in life you gotta make em fast make em right. know your boundaries. once you start making wrong choices you kinda notice life really does not rewind. yup. can't be so gullible as to believe everyone out there is good at heart.

yup thats all i have to say today.
regrets, its a matter of who keeps moving on.