haaappy 2010!

went to play bball with john jon reuben today. met jiawen for awhile too hehe. wah i think bball is srsly my favourite sport now. haha i hope i lost some fats.

anyway, its customary to look back at 2009 and just take a second to reflect on the year as it was. so here goes!

1) Alevel results, which didn't really matter hahaha
2) Working with pea & surviving her 30days of screaming wake up calls (fyi, it IS A BIG DEAL HAHA)
3) Finally getting over giant.
4) Entering SIM, making new friends
5) My awesome birthday picnic
6) I met you.
7) Sitting on the flyer for the first time :D

After that it was just really all a blur. just staying home all day cos i dont feel like going out. well overall the year really did suck pretty much and i really want to bury this year away, deep into my memory. because some thoughts are just too painful to keep around.
i guess i really did mature alot in 2009. it is with these experiences that i start to fill myself with its lessons that follow.. i guess the most painful lesson of the year is that some things really can't be forced.

well! time to start the year with a smile! (:
so...

love y'all!
p.s dont laugh at my drawing

i hate it when people dont give me practical advice/tell me to do stupid things.

examples.
me: shit luh need to lose weight man
them: go london weight mngment!

fuck you if i had the money to go london weight you think i will still waste time talking to you anot.

me: wahhh look at all the happily married people
them: go find your jay chou!

fuck, if i could i would you know.

and the list really just goes on but am too pissed to continue. dont they know such comments just make them appear really fucking stupid. god, i hate stupid people who make themselves stupider by saying stupid things.

like srsly whats with ppl who dont talk to you for damn long but in btwn periods just come throwing all their problems with you and after their done you dont hear from them for another few weeks or sth. like HUH find someone else losers.

What is the symbol of your personality?
Cherryl's result is Veil
You thrive on ideas. Sometimes you are like the naked branches of winter, raw and real and true, the weathered rocks of life, the rough barks of trees, but that's yourself when you are being creative. You are very creative: you have so many ideas and characters and drawings and things swimming inside your mind. Your personality sometimes takes shape of those characters and things, and sometimes you make people confused. Your emotions, most of your life, have been veiled. You have been living a hidden life inside your closet of emotions and thoughts that you feel like you look at the world very differently. When you talk to people, sometimes, it's like script. People think you're interesting. They want to get to know more about you, and sometimes, you let loose things because you are glad to let go of some things and to share some secrets, but other times, you leave them disappointed, veiled again. You have a difficult and complex personality, but once someone is fond of you, they can never let you go--you're just as attracting.


aw! the com knows me better than i do!

Words of Wisdom #2: Money is not meant to be served

Alcohol.
The cause of & solution to all of life's problems.

went to meet nich at bugis today. planned on catching avatar 3D 2.45pm but the seats were filled to only the front row so super bo bian, bought 6pm show. i was totally sulking over spending $11 bucks on a movie ticket and i was being a total bitch to nich HAHAHAHAHAH AHAHAHAHAAHA WHATS NEW WHATS NEW. anyway i was damn sian about wasting time from 3-6pm and i rly just wanted to go home HAHAHAHAHA I HATE WALKING ARND AIMLESSLY IN SHOPPING MALLS. I HATE IT SO BAD. IM NOT A NORMAL GIRL WHO CAN GO INTO ANY DAMN SHOP AND SHOP I NEED TO GO OUT WITH A REASON. so that was quite a painful 3 hours.

but totally worth it cos avatar was SUCH a good movie!


woah you need to catch it people!

bumped into yixiang after the movie :D then went V8 to eat with nich.


my citrus salmon sucked im gonna stick to the fried one next time.

ANYWAY I BOUGHT THIS BOOK HAHAHA I JUST LOVE THIS KINDA STUFF.

im gonna post one line from that book everyday haha.

did i mention my dad bought me a Bentley? HHAHHAHAHHA

next time when i have my own Bentley im gonna put touch sensors so that people cant put their hand on my car and take a picture with it ;)

WORDS OF WISDOM #1: Do not disregard your mistakes

wellllll don't say i didn't try! i slept at 1 something but this was really the max i could go hahaha.

anyway went out with my parents today hahaha they are damn funny homg.

dad: stupid pigeons keep shitting on the roof..
mum: ar... you pour oil on the roof then they can't even land hahahaha (my moms extremely cute when she's excited)


ANYWAY I AM SUPER TROUBLED ):

okay today wasnt that awesome in my opinion.
firstly i slept at 7 and forced myself to wake up at 9 to meet a seller at the airport. i got ready, left the house then messaged her to comfirm which terminal and she told me she forgot to bring the item out. homg. i was already on the bus la. i wanted to jump out of the window and die.

after that i took a bus back from the interchange right. it was a double decker bus so you know the bottom of the bus is of this layout right. the front seats then the row seats. okay IM THE ONE IN BLACK AND I SAT THERE FIRST OK THE WHOLE DAMN BUS WAS EMPTY.

THEN SOME JOKER GIRL IN PURPLE WENT TO SIT AT THE END AND HER BOYFRIEND OBVIOUSLY HAD TO SIT BESIDE HER RIGHT. SO WE THREE WERE SQUEEZED TOGETHER AT THE END OF THE BUS WITH THE POLE MAKING IT EVEN HARDER TO MOVE AND INCH AND HAVE I TOLD YOU THE WHOLE BUS WAS EMPTY. HOMG WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT COUPLE WTFFFF!!!!

sigh. people amuse me. anyhow, next song im gonna learn on piano.


RAYMOND LAM, MARRY ME HAHAHAHAHA.
heehee.

ohyes this is what i had for christmas dinner.




turkey, not chicken.

i cant wait to see what the new year has in store for me. i totally dont feel like going back to school though. things are going to be so different without.....
i couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
im still in love with you.

merry christmas.

if there's one thing i learnt in 2009 its that the resolution "don't emo" is impossible to achieve. because feelings are what make us human and life with only laughter is not ideal as we are missing out on what makes us human the most; to feel the pain of others.
God created us inclusive of all sorts of emotions to express ourselves and if, due to the many incidents, we feel something other than happiness in our lives yet we are unable to express it, it would be a tragedy. therefore, don't be afraid to cry for each teardrop is proof that we truly exist amidst this charade of joy.

last but not least, never compare your life with others because you have no idea what their journey is like.

homer simpson: 'i think he picked me because of my motivational skills! everyone always says they have to work alot harder when im around.'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
HE'S SO DUMB AND CUTE

im so bloody fat and ugly.

did i mention i went jogging yesterday and last week with my sister? hehehe. that's so out of the blue for me. funny thing is i really feel like jogging again! i think once you start and get into the momentum you'd wanna keep going.

went to eat dinner at xinwangcafe, siglap after running yesterday and i bumped into bestf! hahaha. going shopping w joycey today! am excited because i miss the times when we didn't have any priorities and she'd come over everyday before my Alevels. haha, i know right. although we met last week it somehow felt very.. distant. something's not the same, hope i'll be with the same joycey this time.

omgomg. i keep seeing things i wanna buy online zz!!! i gotta stop going to sgflea!!!!! ):

我会选择放弃你
是因為我太愛你

okay there are two awesome things i want to blog about.

firstly, according to Lisa Simpson, water in the Northern Hemisphere (Asia included :D) always spins anti clockwise when being drained. its called the Coriolis Effect! hahaaha cool anot! its some physics law thingy but of course being a total physics idiot i can't be bothered to go understand how it happens haha. im gonna check it out later hahaha.

secondly, i just came to know what this beautiful thing is called.

its called an Aurora. pretty huh.
good thing is it can be seen in night skies in the northern hemisphere, which includes asia. bad thing is it can be seen more visibly from countries nearer to the norrth magnetic pole and singapore is not one of those countries. i think its around US area.

nonetheless, its caused by a chemical effect (damn, chemistry could have been fun) of collision between oxygen and nitrogen particles in the sky. and.........im too lazy to write out what happens here hahahahaha. im sure none of you morons actually read it anyway. this post was more for self reference to the things i find amazing in this awesome world.

anyway i've been drinking loads of water recently. like those huge 1.5 bottles that i used to drink coke from? yea now i drink water from it and it bugs me that my nose is starting to run nonstop. sometimes i feel that the water i drink goes straight to my nasal cavities and out of my body again. sheesh.

miserable at best.

its happening again.
i don't even think i've been myself for days.

THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE #ALWAYS
still your scarce calls and texts.

what am i most thankful for?
the truth.
sometimes its the truth you've been trying not to face
or the truth that will change your life
sometimes its the truth thats a long time coming
or the truth that you pray will never see the light of day.

some truths may not be heard the way we hoped they would
but they linger long after they've been said
but the kind of truth im most thankful for?
the one you nv see coming that falls right into your lap

xoxo, gossip girl.

heyall! okay cher came to pick me up on wed morning then we went scouting for a 24hour place to eat cos i was starving as usual. settled for xin wang cafe at katong!


caught up with each other for damn long haha till 7 like that. we met at 4plus hahahaha. bought breakfast for our families then went home hehe.

didnt sleep cos i know if i sleep i cfm cannot wake up so just stayed up till 12 then jon and joyce cabbed to my place to pick me up then cab to katong shopping center to sing k.
jonnie so cute! hahahaha he so handsome now la.


joyceyyy.


went to play pool.




then ate astons!


okay after that split ways. joyce cross road but jon and i same direction then he made me run damn far for the bus hahhaha cant believe i ran. but after that i almost died la. stitch + gastric + wanna vomit. duh after eating leh -_-
went my cousins house to collect stuff and rest there. hehehe natasha so cutezzzz. k then went home alrdy.

bloody tired, KOed at like 12plus. was supposed to go out w SIM ppl today but too tired, sorry sorry! i went jogging in the evening though. almost died, told my sis to call 911. lmao. omg i hate running to the core. there's not a single love for it in my heart. fuck it! hahaahah. okayokay. BYE.

HAHAAHAHAHAA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO DAMN CUTE.

heyall !
went parkway with my mom today. i was chatting with the taxi driver when i received a text.

mummy: daddy say cannot talk to taxi driver.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA damn funny.

anyways. met cher at parkway!! ahhhhh! excited hahahahaa.

bought alot of random stuff! then my dad came after work, ate dinner together then went home.

i wanted to buy Sophie Kinsella's(my favourite author btw heh heh) Twenties Girl but i was so damn lazy to walk down to borderzzzzzzz..... i was at giant haha. so i just picked another book from giant and i chose this 70% because of its pretty packaging and 30% because i wanted to read a book hahahaahahahahhahahaha. THE RIBBON IS REAL LEH SO PRETTY RIGHT.



god, i am so versatile........................... HAAHAHAAHAHA KIDDING.



THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE #4
bumping into bestfriend in the mall. hehe.

heyalllllllll!

awww i want a nice organiser! then i can write down whats happening each day and where i need to be hehe. i resorted to writing them on post its and sticking them in front of me......but it blends with the background so its kinda there yet not there haha.

and i painted my nails a super nice pale pink.

super elegant haha. a change from all my weird nails.

OMG MY SIMPSONS STREAMING IS WORKING. im going to watch!! oh yes, jon gave me this link just now. READ IT, CLICK HERE. so i've made up my mind that my parents are not being unreasonable when they don't let me go overseas with friends and it is totally necessary for them to worry about me. i actually wanna thank god for having such awesome parents (: i may not say it often, or at all but you know i love you guys plenty! oh and they brought me to eat stingray and lala just now haha. CRAVING SATISFIED. ((((((((((: have i mentioned how awesome lala is. -sighs at its awesomeness-


THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE #3
when people attempt to sing in the car and it goes over a hump which makes their voice go out of tune.

to start, a picture of my favourite animals of course (:

went to mandai crematorium in the morning to visit my grandpa. i was damn surprised i managed to pull myself out of bed actually. met my dad's side of the family, went for lunch at FooHouse then my family went vivo.


im finally wearing this dress hehe. didn't wear it for sometime cos they were selling it everywhere and i didn't wanna be wearing the same clothes as someone else. (prom's traumatising experience brought over) haha.


anyway im only going to post like 2 pictures of myself although i took like *** and after i deleted there were still ** pictures HAHAHAHAHAH. jon don't tell people okay, embarassing hahaahaha.


anyway, I HAVEN'T GONE OUT FOR THE WHOLE WEEK YO. i mean with friends and actually its amazing im still happy hahaha. yar actually its already amazing for my to be happy on normal days. anyway got programmes lined up next week and i hope i dont spend all my money....... and jonnie please get me contacts soon hahaha.

oh i just got reminded of something. today my parents and i headed to toastbox as usual for teatime. and there were 3 tables joined together and a couple was occupying the outer 1st table. means 4 seats left right? that bitchface put her bag on the table next to theirs and refuse to move it even after my dad sat down to use that table. please la bitchface with your golden ugly bag, we have 3 people, you have 2, or 1? considering your boyfriend is so scrawny and you are so phat. i know your mother never teach you la so let me do you the service, it is common courtesy to move your cccccccb bag from the table if youre not using that space. i mean HOW RUDE IS IT TO LEAVE YOUR BAG ON THE TABLE WHEN ANOTHER FAMILY IS USING THAT TABLE LA. cb no respect. should have kicked your chair damn hard when i was walking out or push you from behind into your stupid teh peng. wah, cannot tolerate people with no consideration for others.

hahahahahahahahah sorry. always end up talking like a lianzzzz when im upset. hehe.

THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE #2
when a grown up asks a toddler to do something over and over and is completely ignored. im sure you can picture it hehe.

AHHHHHHH RATS/MICE ARE DAMN BEAUTIFUL!

hehe. anyway i'm in a good mood today cos i've received more compliments than i usually do in about 2years HAHA. kidding. but i've decided to blog about one thing that makes me smile, every single day! in a way i'll count my blessings and it'll make me happier to think about them (:

THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE #1
when guys act very hostile and mean to you but when you need comfort they give it to you and as time passes they confide in you too. and past all these moments they are still very mean hahahahaha! i like that they have a softer side luh!

heh, bye!

heyall.

am at my cousin's place now. hopefully i will wake up earlier and do something with my life instead of sleeping till 5pm everyday. money problems stink. anyhow, am looking forward to working with jiahui and cherish, like finally a job with familiar faces right.

anyway like every other semester so far, i am pretty psyched for sem3. i'll be learning managerial accounting (which i heard is alot harder than financial accounting, shit...), managing human resources and principles of marketing. there'll be another presentation for marketing and i heard its going to be filmed. noooooooooooooooo. presentations are the bane of my life in SIM. anyway as usual, i think human resources will be the memory subject and the rest will be pretty technical..... hope sem 3 comes quicker.

anyway this time of year has always been exciting. what, with christmas on its way and a whole new year ahead. a time where families become closer just for the season and resolutions are made and kept for about a month. wow, whats not to love? i remember cher and i used to do our resolutions together w/o fail every end of year and amongst our list there will definitely be "eat less/ lose weight" haha.


hm. i think hopes are like eating. you feel hungry and you eat alot and for people like me who binge, you get so full it hurts your tummy and when you go for a dump everything just comes out again. you have so much hopes but till a certain point you just feel the pain and you learn to let go through whatever means..... i hope this stomachache will pass.

heyall.

first of all, HAAAAPPY BIRTHDAY WALZZZZ. :D (8/12)

loooooooooooooong story but didn't go for wchian's POP in the end. the mac computer thing came at about 1pm when i just finished bathing and this is the first and last time you will ever see me get changed in 10seconds tops. because i was so scared the delivery guy would just leave. he kept pressing the bell non stop, so kan chiong, make me very kan chiong also.........................

my cousin came over with her husband to collect the computer then she psychoed me into going over to her place so i did though i was like midway through my sleep (yup, at 3pm) haha. brought tasha down to the pool for fun. no actually my cousin and i had the intention to go for a tan because we were too lazy to go jogging and we figured that tan people look alot slimmer than white people so yea....


i splashed around and got quite wet!..........from the side of the baby pool......... not much you can expect from someone who cant swim huh.


yeppp. my cousin y'all.

she's married with one kid and one on the way. and she looks 19 -_- oh god haha. she's not even close to 19 ok. i hope i get my mom's side of the genes then can look young forever. haha. anyway i look damn spastic here but after analyzing i think its because i was frowning at the glare of the sun and trying to smile at the same time and no one really looks good frowning and smiling at the same time......

ate 3 bowls of rice for dinner with lotsa food. wow, damn satisfactory.


anyway it just hit me that im the most free among all of my friends. i'm forever the one thats always online. then i started to wonder why i am always so free haha. even during exam period i am still online for the better half of the day. awesome shit.

ugh i just ate a bar of Cadbury BOOST and it is the shit man. im so sick of it now. caramel and chocolate overload. zzzz. ok going to get my sleep now, only got 4hours of it last night. oh speaking of which i am really not 'impressed' easily. like if people tell me they only slept 6 hours for two days, or like didn't eat for 3 days only survive on water, or fall sick/stomach flu/damn high fever/etc, or whatever r/s problem etc....................... i will listen and advice when needed, give appropriate reactions but if you are expecting me to shower you with sympathy then its going to be quite hard..... i don't know. i just feel like sometimes people really tend to blow up the matter at hand? then again it may not be blowing up huh, maybe they are just feeling like that at the moment and need to tell someone?

haha like jon was saying the other time, some people like to put on their MSN nicks or fb statuses stuff like, " 6hours to exam and i haven't started! shit!" and expect people to tell them to "jiayou you can do it!". eat my shit luh. totally find such people damn annoying. "high fever 39.4degrees with cough/cold/sorethroat!" ....ok so you are sick. and by announcing it to the whole world what kind of attention are you expecting? -_- totally lame luh. "get well soon!! awww you poor thing!!" kiss my ass luh.

OH BTWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
omg i think nokia n97 bloody chio. i SO want it.


omggggg. looking at it makes me high haha.

haha bye.

i hereby swear i will never purchase any Apple products because their service is so LIKE SHIT.

so my cousins bought a new mac and its going to be delivered to my house. i dont know why though, maybe they aren't free or something. so my dad called Apple to check out the delivery time because as i said i need to attend wchian's POP w val.

Apple's reply?
9am to 9pm.

that is so knnbccb please!? so what im supposed to stay home for 12hours and wait for you to come!?!!??!?!!??!!? nabei! now im damn flustered because i dont know if i can make it in time to leave the house?! sheesh. great start to my day, really.

heyall.
im supposed to just stay home for the week because i am broke, again. but guess i needa leave the house tomorrow to attend wchian's POP with V. plans to jog are a ghastly failure and i am consuming more than my body can take therefore all plans to slim down during the hols have also come to a halt. mm, can't get enough of them junk food.

i often wonder why people in a bad mood like to eat alot. not only food actually, it seems like everything they do is of an extra dose. extra loud music, super big reactions, its like everything they do is exaggerated. just wondering. am not in a bad mood myself, i just like to eat alot. infact im in an even better mood than i've always been. i hope i didn't just jinx it. pfft.

i'm happy if you are.

i have to keep reminding myself that my life is not a drama.


went out with samzzz, yixiang, adrien and fandy yesterday. ate at ding tai fung raffles then went suntec to chill while sam went to find her friend for awhile. after much persuasion fandy and adrien finally gave in and we went to sit flyer hehe. student price only 10bucks huh, must experience at least once in your life what right. but it was nothing big luh. just a very very VERY VERY slow ride. and it didn't seem so long but it really took 30minutes to go up and down. awesome huh. anyway. ate at makan sutra after that. stingray and lala! <3 i love lala ttm man. after that some things went wrong and sam yixiang and i walked to clarke quay to go home (:

tadah. okay maybe i'll post the other pictures maybe i wont. pretty lazy uh.


pfft. to hell with everything thats happening.

heya! so exams are over and i've been catching up on my lost sleep for years. hahaha. actually not really also luh. okay i know im very very slow and i refused to watch this show when everyone was crazy over it but BOYS OVER FLOWERS IS SO NICE HAHAHAHA HAHAAHAH. LEE MIN HO DAMN HANDSOME IN THE SHOW -GASPZZZZZZ- hehehe.

okay just a short one. im going back to watching bof haha.

hihihihihi! last paper tomorrow but i feel like its all over already cos i want to kill myself over accounting hahahaha......................... still can't believe i screwed up.. anyway. ate dinner with samzzzz in school then headed home to get val's stuff and headed out again to meet her. went town but couldn't find anywhere suitable to eat/do so headed to aljunied instead. called innzhengzzzz out for supper! ate he ji bao then dou hua and youtiao at some other place.


i just like this photo alot. haha!


also, gee people who don't know.........
Fang Da Tong is not even the original singer for Nothing's gonna change my love for you. its George Benson for goodness sakes. classic oldies will always sound better when it's sung by the original singer.

i've been having cramps lately. like REALLY bad ones. and i have never had cramps in my life so why does my bloody uterus choose to contract now huh. omg? is child birth this painful. how is army life even comparable to what women have to go through huh? army is like bloody 2 years of your life and all the guys are whining like babys. dude, if you suddenly had blood coming out of your dick every month i'm damn sure you would choose NS anytime.......

still no plans for the hols. while everyone is flying off to some place, lao niang will be stuck at home doing god-knows-what....... haha, story of my life.