So the story goes on down
The less traveled road
It's a variation on
The one I was told
And although it's not the same
It's awful close, yeah

In an ordinary fairy tale land
There's a promise of a perfect happy end
And I imagine having just short of that
Is better than nothing

So you'll be mine
Forever and almost always
And I'll be fine
Just love me when you can, yeah
And I'll wait patiently
I'll wake up everyday
Just hoping that you still care

In the corner of my mind I know too well
Oh, that surely even I deserve the best
But instead of leaving
I just put the issue to bed
And outta my head

Oh, and just when I believe
You've changed for good
Well, you go and prove me wrong
Just like I knew you would
When I run out of second chances
You give me that look
And you're off the hook

You'll be mine
Forever and almost always
It ain't right
To just love me when you can, Oh
I won't wait patiently
Or wake up everyday
Just hoping that you'll still care

-Kate Voegele - Forever And Almost Always

super unhappy that i have exams on my 21st ): no mood to do anything now. ):

it feels good to get everything off my chest after so long. i feel like i've been just living a lie for so long, trying to be something im not by hiding what i think. but its all better now. :)

well exams are coming up and so is my birthday haha. pretty excited. anyway im not gonna put a wishlist because honestly i have not bought my friends presents either because im so broke and 21st presents are really expensive. so i dont want it to be a 1 way thing so im not putting up a wishlist which means for my bitches whom i did not give a present to please do not bother to get me anything, really!

still thinking how im gonna celebrate in the midst of my exams. hmm.

ughhhhhhhhhhhh unhappy.

i have this constant pain in my head and when bright lights (like cars) shine into my eyes my head feels like its going to explode with pain. thats just great. now strong sunlight hurts me and night lights hurt me too. oh well. everyday i just feel like lying in my bed all day long doing nothing like good old times. yea i dont actually care that people around me are moving and i am lying on my bed being stagnant. i just feel like there is nothing worth me fighting for right now. yawn. cant wait for the holidays. gonna sleep my ass off day in day out.