Time is flying by so quickly that I don't have time to capture the memories I want to keep. I don't even have time to consider which moments are worth keeping. Everything is just slipping away as usual. What would flash before my eyes before I die? 

Leopard never changes its spots

It's happening again. Sooner than I expected though. I will never find love again. I must have done something terrible in my past life. 

I'm sorry.