today, i realised i am damn ugly. i found my SDcards for my old phones and took a look on my comp. i was hideous, still am and always will be.

its probably karma for being an insensitive, lying bitch my whole life. i haven't felt this way in a long time. i mean, i do complain about stuff now and then but its been really long since i hated myself badly. i hate being me.

i hate how everything i touch just burns and dies.
i hate how people can't accept me.
i hate how short my temper is.
i hate how i make people hate me.
i hate how im so devoid of emotions.
i hate how i can't keep happiness in my heart for more than 10minutes.
i hate how i can't smile.
i hate how i am so critical of everything.
i hate that im full of hatred.

i fucking hate me. and i don't blame you if you do too.