so i just found some stuff on this computer which i never meant to chance upon. you are such a snitch you know? i have never once complained to them about you being rude to me or whatever. you'll see when you get to heaven. ask God. my conscience is clear. you know why? because while you drown them with your whining, i get to drown in the background. i hope you're happy though. cos when you're happy, they're happy. and i can get some peace cos no one will be asking me about you.

i pray that God shows all of you what you've put me through.
i also pray that all of you go to heaven, and that i go to hell. so i dont have to see your faces for eternity.

nobody said life was gonna be fair. im thankful for the material goods i have, but im gonna have to look else where for emotional support.
after all, when life gives you lemons, say no thank you.