im gonna be downright honest here. i absolutely HATE how my friends are getting attached. i don't care if he's all you ever wanted okay. i dont. yes im selfish i want my friends all to myself.

thats what i would say if the world was PERFECT. unfortunately everyone is just moving on with their lives. are memories worth anything? guess not. neither are bonds and ties and all that shit. so congratulations to everyone who thinks they have found the one. i give you ALL my blessings and pls stop being so negative. its like people just keep wanting more and more it makes me sick. just be happy you have found someone whose willing to stick it out with you. if youre so god damn unhappy then just end it and move on.

thats all im going to say. gonna MIA for awhile. cos people can be so selfish sometimes even though you've been there for them all along. so self absorbed with their own problems. sorry im not one who likes to share attention if i could get some. i hate it the most when i talk about my problems and somehow the attention shifts to the other person's problems. surprise surprise? NO, I'VE BEEN LIKE THAT ALL ALONG. and NO IM NOT SELF ABSORBED because when you confide in me i give you 100% attention on YOUR problems only.

awhile back i would have never said all this out because i wouldnt want any of my friends to feel bad. but i srsly dont give a damn anymore? since everything is going down the drain might as well. yea thats rly all. please dont look for me to talk to about your problems i've had enough for now.