omgomg i had forgotten how much i used to blog and now i really want to get back to that routine cos its the only thing thats keeping me alive.

i am SO tired. i just HAVE to complain. cherryl lum doesnt feel THIS TIRED or even STRESSED unless its like, okay i dont even remember when was the last time i felt THIS TIRED............. now i really just wanna sleep forever and ever ):

anyway today i cabbed to school and the cab driver was like a christian and he spent the whole cab ride preaching. im not a fan of people who force others to listen to them preach. i dont like people to force the idea of christ on me you know what i mean? the more you try to sell an idea to me the more i wouldnt't buy it. ya i mean for sure he's a better christian cos he does daily devotion and goes to church and stuff but that doesn't make me a bad christian what. ok who am i kidding i am a friggin backslider but I LOVE GOD and right now i just can't find the strength to include something else in my life. ya i know christians are thinking 'oh thats why you have to go to him to find the strength' god, they are full of their own logic. pls dont comment on this i just wanna say i hate people forcing the idea of christ on me. its not like i dont know him. dont.


went town after school to do project today. couldn't really focus the whole time also. was too tired zzz. okay seriously i bet there are people who are going 'what's she got to be tired about man.' then you will go on to list a whole truckload of reasons why you are more tired then me blahblah. im so tired of people putting themselves in the spotlight everytime i bring up and issue. for your info tiredness is SUBJECTIVE. a few steps to a baby may seem like a 2.4 run to us. so beat it please.


met jiawen for awhile! :) she's so pretty now la feel like slapping her lor she keep saying she's ugly i think she needs a new mirror. anyway i didn't go for amanda's dinner but met her at the door to say happy birthday. happy birthday once again hon!

okay cranky as usual. i bought new spectacle frames alrdy btw! im going to get the lenses done soon. after hearing jon and geok's opinions i've decided to go ahead cos they are people who will never lie to me (: alrighty. sleeping time. i've never been more happy to go to bed hahahaha. bye!!