hmm. i feel like binging and binging and not caring anymore. i think i've come to a point in life where i don't even care what people think of me if i wear like fbts and a schoolbased shirt to school. im so tempted to do so man.

anyway why is it always only easier to do one side of things. it will NEVER be easy to do both sides.

example 1: easy to eat and eat and eat but not easy to stop eating to lose all the fats.
example 2: easier to avoid someone whom you made angry rather than to apologise.
example 3: easier to ask for help than to figure it out on your own
example 4: easier to leave something from its actual place and leave it somewhere else rather than put it back where it belongs (come on you know its true)

take example 2 for example (repetitive i know). its either you find it easier to just avoid or you find it easier to just apologise. cannot be you like to avoid and apologise right. or example 3, its either you like to ask and ask for help and ask people how to do how to do or you like to look it up on your own and it will stick with you cos of all the effort you put in to find the information. true story, i hate asking for help cos i hate feeling dumber than people.

yada yada minor examples. i guess thats why in life we have choices. you can choose the easy way out which is usually not so good or you can put in effort and take the hard way out to a better ending (:

okay, did that make sense hahahha i dont think so but nevermind.