i had the worst dream, ever.

okay first i was like in a house eating sandwich then suddenly one of the people in the house became crazy (pity too cos he was pretty hot, which goes to show you can't be hot and not have a major flaw somewhere else). and suddenly i was trying to escape through a window.. which was stupid cos it had grills. bite me.

so anyway, crazy guy dragged me back into the house which suddenly turned into some desert like barn. he started cutting up our bodies, yar when we were still alive. this part was kind of a blur and i was supposed to be dead but apparently i survived that. but when he set our bodies on fire, i tell you. i could feel myself burning and it was so fucking painful i teared. yar, real tears when i woke up my pillow had drops. and i only remember him saying "i'll be back to check on you." so i didn't dare to move. i wondered if any of my friends were burning alive too.

yup then the next thing i knew, everything was black and charred. then i just went to sleep (im pretty sure i died, duh). but when i woke up i was in another house and apparently i was this whole other person. a totally new person and i was conscious of what just happened to me in my 'past life'. but to everyone i was a whole new Cherryl, someone they had known for years and i didnt just die. so i played along. i saw the murderer (apparently he's friends with all my 'new' friends) but i smiled and pretended i didn't know him. he looked really scared though but i was trying so hard to act normal cos i didnt wanna die again. pfft.

and i only remembered i was trying so hard to call geok on my phone but i kept pressing the numbers wrongly even though i KNEW the number. and like the murderer just kept looking from a distance, it was hell cos i can't let him know i remember geok otherwise he'll know im the person he just killed or something. oh god.

well as usual, i went to Dreammoods to check out my dream.

Murder

To dream that you are murdered, suggests that some important and significant relationship has been severed and you are trying to disconnect yourself from your emotions.

Fire

To dream that you are being burned by fire, indicates that your temper is getting out of control.(definitely true) Some issue or situation is burning you up inside.

Ashes

To see ashes in your dream, signifies bitter changes and disruptions. Ashes may represent a failed relationship or a ruinous business enterprise. You may be feeling that the good times are over and nothing of value is left in your life. Alternatively, you may be dwelling too much on the past. You need to learn to let go.

Burning

To dream that you or someone is being burned alive, suggests that you are being consumed by your own ambition.

i feel like i am even more screwed up by my dreams than reality hahahaha. sigh okay. gonna eat, bye.