okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. met my sis for lunch today then went to school. yada yada, tired like shit yada yada. no mood yada yada. at the rate my moodswingings are going i should avoid getting pregnant man. will affect the fetus right. met my sis again after work, went vivo. did some shopping here and there, ate ben and jerrys. 'ice cream makes you happier' is a big fat lie apparently.

:/ im sitting on the fence. i dont wanna stop yet i cant do anything about it. i kinda need a direction now. or i could just stay like this forever.........

wow im miserable.
&if we shall fall, we'll fall through it all.