hmm what can i say? didn't want to go for 08s14 barbecue cos i wanted to stay home to study but oh well, went anyway. had a great time catching up (: everyone is so pretty and lively now :D :D good times, will keep them close to heart.
p.s thanks for the ride nich !

certain events have led me to become faithless and afraid of what is to come. don't feel like doing anything at the moment. know its bad cos i have exams in 2days. exams only last 3 hours for 3 days though - what you made me feel can go on forever. but oh well, fuck em all, cherryl's stronger than this and im going to study right now and get the exams done and over with. then maybe i'd carry on feeling like shit after that. hah.

love, you know.