puzzled.

sometimes friends think youre not there for them just because you dont seem to be there when they are feeling down. so what? they expect you to read them like a book and ask them if they're okay? im over that man. cos concern is so overrated and unreciprocated. i mean yea, i'd like to be surprised by my friends whom i hope someday will miraculously be able to tell when im not happy but i guess i've stopped being so unrealistic ages ago.

ohoh and when you tell them that you're unhappy about some other friend but its really not a big deal? its those small things like "oh she's kinda ignorant to whats going on around her and how people are feeling" or something like that. and then your confidant starts taking it personally and thinking you go about talking to other people about her. IMMATURE. i can honestly say that in my ENTIRE life i have never ever ONCE thought that people were talking about me to someone else if that person were talking to me about someone else, if you know what i mean.

oh well, enough friends talk. it's not like i've been a 10/10 friend myself.


singapore should have discos. REAL discos not just like one Mambo Night. they should have discos with music like Earth, Wind and Fire's Boogie Wonderland, September or Let's Groove,


HAHA THEY ARE SO CUTE AND AWESOME! wah damn retro lah i like. imagine everyone inside dancing like that, how i wish i was in the past. no slutty people grinding, no drugging (okay maybe that existed way back but wtv!!), no need to dress to impress. it would be pure fun disco dancing, retro lights!! HAHA it'd be damn cute if the guys wore tight jeans and shiny retro tshirts and pretend to comb their slick hair like they look damn cool HAHA damn cute! not that i would attempt to date anyone like that now. HAHAHA.

awww okayyyyy i am done with my daily thoughts. well some of it anyway since i forgot the rest.
oh well, DANCEEEE, BOOGIE WONDERLANDDD~