omggggggggggggg.
ok i was looking through my boxes of precious letters and gifts from my friends cos i was trying to find the awesome spongebob notebook tiff gave me so that i could use it for school. i chanced upon some letters and gifts from my past and i noticed something. oh my golly me.

this is my past.
basketball. joining basketball teams. ending off letters with chinese name. gundam (omfg!).

oh my tentacles. they are damn alike. i wanna kill myself! how can anyone's past be so similar!? but now that im more sensible i don't just feel warm and loved when i read those letters. i feel the heartbreaks i've caused and the inhumane way i treated my past. i should have kept a particular past's letters and gifts. im curious as to what i wrote to you to make you write back such a sweet letter to me. but nope, the moment they returned me everything i threw it away within seconds. omg, i was damn unfeeling last time. maybe this is retribution. this is it, im never gonna have another past.