okay firstly, HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHA
adrien totally made my day man.



today i took bus 8 and there was this guy who.. smelt like he hasnt showered for days. no really. it was so bad that me, cherryl lum, the girl who hates walking, got down 3 stops earlier and walked home. epic.

yesterday (23/2) my daddy's birthday!




my dad pwns yours. HAHAHAHAAHA

i look like i was adopted.















tadah!

accidentally said a vulgarity today. pffft. i'll try harder.

if i have 2 grey mice now i'll be the happiest girl on earth.

in the span of a few hours, i was awoken to the fact that you are in no control of your life at all. sometimes mishaps just befall you even though you had nothing to do with its cause... and when things like that happen we all question and doubt God for a second or two. though i believe that if its going to happen to you, it will. its just that when it really happens to someone you know it kinda changes things. God if you are reading this, we need a miracle.
i'll be fasting from vulgarities and soft drinks from today for a month. and i'll be praying hard.
1% God, all we need is that 1%.

if you think that your life sucks and you want to die, you just haven't had your awakening yet.

went to visit mr ng on tuesday! looking good as usual haha.






yupyup. this chinese new year sucks ah. my luck super super bad. ))):

You have the right to have exactly what you want, exactly when you want it. Because on the menu of life, you are - "Today's Special". And tomorrow's, and the day after and - well you get the drift.
Yes, we may be King but you my friend, are the Almighty Ruler.
-Burger King

i bet none of you noticed this on Burger King's place mats. haha.

cny day 1.

customary family shot before leaving the house!


at grandma's.



















okay im not gonna give you a play by play on what happened yesterday luh huh. but at arnd 11pm tania jiejie terry and i cabbed to town. tania jiejie went to watch movie with her friend and i took my dear cousin to meet val jon and wc.
at TCC.

eh then we cabbed back to grandma's place again. was supposed to watch movie but timings were too late.

this was reunion dinner.


going mr ng's house tmr with zarra and jiawen. then going to gertrudejiejie's house.

oh cny day 2 was quite chilling. just stayed home mostly. went out for abit w sis and friend and terry while the adults played mahjong. thats bout it.


airport.

okay!!!!!! thats all!!!
happy CNY!!! and happy bday nichhhyyyygoh (15/2) and pea neo mah bitchhhhhh (16/2) !

last night's dinner pictures.
okay i know the duck doenst really look appealing but thats cos i only remembered to take a picture when we were halfway through attacking the duck haha...........




there was soup and dessert but they served that to us so kinda hard to take. oh and all the family shots are in another camera cos my dad insisted on using his camera to take the family shots -_- ok.

this was thurs with sam after watching vday.


okok!! im finally getting the mood to study!!!! going back to my notes now hehe. this sem is mega irritating cos there isn't one subject that i've learnt before and there are 2 mega memory subjects. booooooooooo next 2 sems are gonna be so much better cos theres micro and macro econs which apparently i have learnt before so HOPEFULLY i can just read through and remember some stuff since SIM's standard is rly not that high so i dont expect the paper to be that tough? hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahah. okok bye.

so i had my reunion dinner with my family today. went to hwa you yan at upper east coast to have a feast. food there's really good, have loved it since i was a kid. oh, saw mark lee there too.

anyway i rly dont like it when people dont give me back my change on my hands. if i have the courtesy to place the money in your hands i expect the same from you right...............................

and i rly dont like it when you dont receive a reply that you are so earnestly waiting for >:(

i need to think before doing things -_- im always so impulsive, so easily swayed by words. zz.

yesyes, i cant take jokes ok so dont try to be funny with me.

sometimes i dont even wanna try to get things back the way they were before we all became so distant cos its like, no one can be bothered anyway. so yea, whatever.

hahhahaa i wonder whats going to be left of me by the end of the year la. i dont even have the willpower to complain about stuff anymore. i just like, yea, whatever. at everything hahahahahahaha. maybe its good??

anyway i shall try to be me again.

geok told me that SR now doesnt even allow alumni with dyed hair or tattoos to even ENTER the school. ridiculous or what? arent we all allowed to do what we like after leaving school? okay maybe not what we like, but the basics of dying hair and stuff? srsly, if one of his reasons is to not be a bad influence on the existing SR students now then what, you think they are 5 yrs old or what. not like they haven't seen whats outside of school right. SR is not an enclosed zoo you know. mr principal (im sorry i dont even bother to rmb your name hahahahaha), you are dense and cant see further than maybe 5mins into the future ok. what next? must wear long sleeve shirt and pants/skirts coverng all the way to our toes? joke.

hello, not like the teachers never dye their fucking hair right. fire them la. and if one day some big time minister comes to visit the school but so happens he had a tattoo when he was young and he dyed his hair brown because he doesnt like his greyish hair, then what? oooo i know i know. youre not going to chase him out cos of the MONEY right. nabei. money faced impractical inflexible principal. why dont you ask all the girls to cut bob hair style and guide them to the path of becoming nuns. sheesh. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK im so pissed with the fucking principal.


anyways. watched valentines day with sam today. joke lor. somemore we booked couple seat HAHAHAHA. show was okay. i didnt think it was awesome or something. funny at some parts. yea.

i think we all need answers to move on in life. in every single thing we do. with these answers we link the pieces together to build a bridge and cross it to a new beginning.

thank you for your answer.

hello! went town today! was supposed to city plaza but abit out of the way haha. walk and walk and walk ate thai express w fandy then we went to walk ourselves again.

strawberry ice something from coffeebean ITS AWESOME




okay so full now haha BYEEEE.

omg so old school, i like. though im pretty sure most of you dont even know what song that is haha.

anyway i lost my house key, again. so i sat outside my house for 2plus hours. zz. i strike the wall everytime i get locked out of my house and today was my 7th time since secondary school. not too bad huh?

i can't stand people who stand on the steps of a double decker bus and wait for seats -_- and so far the only ppl whom i've seen doing so are i______s. i know its not a big deal but i just get annoyed when i see it cos how are people going to get down the stairs right. rephrase. how are people going to get down the stairs without having to come into contact with you? ewwww.

i think i really spend money like water man.
anw went town w sam and adrien today. tried to do some shopping but didn't really see anything. hm. met fandy towards the end and all of us took a neoprint tgether haha. old school or what man.

i took out my notes to revise but i have no mood whatsoever. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
aiyo. suddenly no mood to do anything.

my current MSN personal message is 'its funny cos im waiting but im not really sure what im waiting for anymore'. and the more i look at it the more i wonder what im waiting for. i look back at the words i said to you and i look at myself now. and i just wonder what the hell im waiting for when things have already come to this state. ok sorry for the incoherence, just can't find a way to purge this poison.

omg omg if you are my friend i beg you not to emo around me cos it will just make me start thinking about things then i will start emoing too. please. if youre my friend you wld understand why i dont want this.

what if the new is really better than the old but there's no way of getting rid of the old w/o looking like a bitch?

HELLO EVERYBODY!

haha okay all projs OFFICIALLY OVER. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! omgomg can't wait for CNY puhlease. maybe i wont ever get married so i wont have to give ang baos HAHAHAHAH KIDDING. ANYWAY wed evening went over to sam's place to do the video then stayed over cos we only finish at 6am HAHAHAHA. yay then friday went out whole day also to shop and stuff. omg saw a harem pants i love alot gonna go back haji and get it next week i hope they will still have!!!

you know there are times where i rly feel like having someone thats exclusively mine then i think of all the down sides of it and i just wanna be alone again HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

okayokayokayokoayoakyoakyoakykay!!!! i finish watching hai pai tian xin alrdy wah rainie yang so zai in that show I LIKE HAHA. hmmmmmm okay im gonna watch autumn's concerto now!!!!! bye!!!!

ANYWAY I WAS THINKING EVEN THOUGH I HAVE SCHOOL 6 DAYS A WEEK I STILL CAN THANK GOD FOR SUNDAYS COS IM FREE ON THAT DAY HAHAHAA. omg im so optimistic. pls dont be afraid im still cherryl hahaahahhaahhahahahahaha

wah, finally done with the editing for marketing. :] doing filming for HR tomorrow, don't feel like sleeping cos i know im going to be late if i sleep now zz. think i'll just cook some noodles and watch dramas.................these few days have been so hectic but i pretty much enjoyed it. like last week sam adrien and i stayed at cathay's starbucks to finish up the video till 2plus in the morning after which sam and i went to eat bak chor mee. quite chilling actually. am not really feeling troubled because of school now. its something else. i know the cause but i dont know the catalyst. sucks. just feel like binging for days.

i usually blog my thoughts and what i dislike/like and stuff but right now i am not really thinking much about anything at all. there's something occupying my mind. well then.

bye suckers.
love, disheveled nocturnal me.