my current MSN personal message is 'its funny cos im waiting but im not really sure what im waiting for anymore'. and the more i look at it the more i wonder what im waiting for. i look back at the words i said to you and i look at myself now. and i just wonder what the hell im waiting for when things have already come to this state. ok sorry for the incoherence, just can't find a way to purge this poison.

omg omg if you are my friend i beg you not to emo around me cos it will just make me start thinking about things then i will start emoing too. please. if youre my friend you wld understand why i dont want this.