HELLO! happy 2013!! i think its time for a first post!

haha this is actually my second post. my first post was really moody and grey and i just didn't want to start a new year sounding like that SO, here i am.

I HAVE A SORE EYE. im so annoyed because it may take away my double eye lid which i so painfully created for myself by religiously sticking double eye lid tapes for like a year. so FML luh. it hurts to even blink. which sucks even more because i have a habit of blinking everytime my eyes are dry which is like 24/7. GROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN.

im getting really antsy because i have yet to find a job. and its just that i have been set on finding this job which i believe i will find hahaha. maybe i am being too stubborn. i dont believe in doing something you dont like if you had the choice but maybe this is different? sighhh i dont know. so cross your fingers and pray for me!

sigh i know its not a good way to start the new year but i do feel like shit right now. hahahahahah okay bye.