ughhhhh i have work tomorrow. i cant take a break from something for too long, like studies. i will lose touch and not feel like doing it anymore. besides not wanting to go (because no one i can actually talk to will be there), i actually can't really make it because i wanted to accompany joshy for something important tomorrow. but as usual no one can take my shift. i think its a good policy that you can swap shifts but quite useless in a sense cos no one will really help when they have a day off. like, who in the right mind would want to work when they are not scheduled right.
joshy couldn't come out of army tonight cos his leave wasn't approved. ughhhhhh for the second time. its always when i seriously miss him to the max that he can't be here. i hate army. its not teaching josh anything/making him a 'better' person and it kills my time with him.
ughhhhhhhhhhhh for the third time. im out of money. i spend money like i use tissue paper. like its free, if you know what i mean. and before spending i'll just tell myself that i'll just earn more. then i complain like a bitch when i have to go to work. the fuck?
super moody today. :(
i'll try and blog about stuff that happened before joshy told me he can't come out of army tonight.
met joshy for nights out last night. went to eat our favourite fu lin yong tau fu at siglap. then i went back to the shop for awhile and to meet jiawen. its amazing how when i want to work so badly im not scheduled and when i have something on, im scheduled. anyway. joshy sent us to my place then he went back to camp :( chatted for awhile then we decided that jiawen shld just stay over cos the photoshoot place which we went to today was super near my house. so we cabbed to jiawen's palce (i know damn stupid) to pack the clothes. geok came over later and we went for supper at the tau huay place in geylang. came back home and slept. (so sorry for the bad hospitality sbitch i really dont have a matress haha).
woke up this morning and didn't feel tired anymore, regret not sleeping longer cos i am damn tired now but i can't sleep cos i will wake up in the middle of the night. photoshoot at 130 so we grabbed some food and went over. took photos for her and halfway joshy told me he can't come out and this was when my mood really just hit rock bottom. but we finished the shoot anyway! dont favor studio shots cos they are really really really really boring. sorry if my mood was damn lousy today bitch :(
so im home now. thinking of what to do for the next 3 hours so that i can sleep till morning. sorry for the play by play. just can't think of anything interesting to blog about now but i just feel like blogging. im just gonna read my BTT book. yup. okay. good night.
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