hello !

yay my dad gave me his laptop cos mine officially died on me. and i didn't even get a chance to backup my files or whatever so im thankful that its not project period and my completed project was inside the laptop or something. now thats something worth crying about aint it. so, no more Vaio; hello Acer.

haha i think its pretty amazing that i found someone who will be as lame as me and entertain me like joshy.

yes, i do run a tight ship. ;)

made joshy upset so i did this to cheer him up hahaha. worked like a charm.

happy birthday cher! (18may) dont suddenly act one ang more when you come home haha.

so the past few days have been the same. work, sleep, chill, eat, sleep. i had major PMS this month man. never felt so moody before my period before. other times, yes. hahaha. everything annoyed me and i just showed everyone a black face so to all whom i did that to, im sorry. can't fight nature.

hmmm. thinking if i should stop work from next sem onwards because i won't be able to work 3 days cos im taking 3 modules and i dont want to be scheduled full on weekends either. so, thinking about it.. well. if there was an overnight shift job i'd take it :/

anyhoo, recently i've realised even more how lucky i am to have joshy. though sometimes we fight and stuff. like today i really felt like i was being punished for something that seemed like my fault but was actually something i couldn't control. its probably because im so dependent on joshy thats why im starting to take for granted that he will always be there. which i know is not true. a relationship requires effort on both sides. although his efforts may not be what i expected but in his own way (and if i really really wanna see it), he's giving it his all. so, thank you for being ever so patient with me seriously and for doting on me so much. i can't say much about my efforts.. i know i have been a PMS bitch these past few days and all but i promise, its only a few days every month :D

okay gonna watch shows! hehehe bye!