ugh. have been under the weather for days now its not fun anymore. speaking of under the weather, i rarely get sick because everytime someone coughs or sneezes in public i would hold my breath till i couldn't take it anymore. no, really. not saying it works but i feel alot safer and honestly i RARELY fell sick.

i mean compared to the percentage of like, dilys jiang falling sick HAHAHAHAHAH fucking joke. last time in JC, every 2 or 3 days dilys would send g,v, and i a text saying stuff like,

"hey girls, i'm having really bad cramps, can't make it to school today"
"hey girls, i'm having fever, dad says i should stay home and rest!"

then soon after it just became,

"hey girls, i'm not going to school today"

HAHAHAHA. man. its kinda nice to have memories like that from parts of your life ah. they'll really carry you forward when all hope is lost. just that very few people actually sit down and reminisce like that. life's all about moving forward now i guess.


on a totally unrelated matter, i really think there's a limit as to how much a friend can interfere in your decisions. ever heard of respecting someone's decision? i trust you have. even if you are really unhappy with your friends decision (which in anyone's opinion is not even a fucking big deal), pushing her to a corner and leaving her with nothing is totally uncalled for. when 123 was afraid to tell you about the matter i even encouraged her saying, she's your best friend i believe she will support your choice and she will never make things difficult for you even if she didn't like it. guess i was wrong and true enough, 123 knows you better. i won't say much. except for, find a solid and sole reason to support your view and think again before you throw away friendship thats close to heart.