i think if you're especially bad at or guilty about something, you will feel like everything the world says pertaining to that something is aimed at you and out to make you look bad. that's the reason why some of us feel extra irritated when some things are said while others feel like its not a big deal. and so i realised that i have so many things that i am bad at and guilty of. showing that you're irritated only means weakness and i'm not gonna let my weakness get the better of me.

sigh then again, i get really irritated at people's stupidity and disability to do things right. like how they can send an email to cherryl_lum@hotmail.com and still say "Hi Cheryl!" fucking stupid.