you know sometimes 99% of the world behaves in a certain manner so when you tell them that you dont they just dont believe you. they are just non believers who refuse to accept that the 1% exists. they dont believe you because you are normal. too normal to be different. just remember that inside you are a miracle. DONT CONFORM.

jon and i were talking and i think what he said makes alot of sense. like nowadays friendships are like nothing in the past. friendships come with conditions now. fulfill the terms and conditions if you wanna continue being friends. the gossips, backstabbing, competition to be the best, etc. bring me back to the past please. haha jon damn cute he said that compared to all these complicated people we are "just peaceful deers prancing arnd that green lushy field grazing on grass and chasing ladybirds." HAHAHA.

i think technology ruined my life. i cant live a day without turning on my computer. really i cant. and it ruined my social life too. i wanna be born in the generation that didnt have such electronic devices. i wanna meet my friends in school. i wanna make phone calls using the house phone. in a way we HAVE to meet our friends if we want the friendship to continue. now its just, um, i dont know. i feel like its just very meaningless and effortless. communicating w friends i mean. hm i dont know. HAHAHAHA

okays. before my comp shut down on its own again, byebye.