hello. past few days have been unbelievable.

i think sometimes when you're dealing with things in life you gotta be flexible. if something isn't working out then you gotta change your method luh right? same for people what. if you keep using the same method and both parties keep getting upset then its only common sense to change what. i don't understand why i have to be the one that's slowest among my friends to experience things. by the time im allowed to do something everyone has done it 500times before. why can't i be like every other teenager.

how come parents cant seem to remember when they were young? and its totally bullshit when they tell you they didn't have such fun. i hope my kids dont think im bullshitting when i tell them i didnt have fun when i was young cos APPARENTLY IM NOT KIDDING. why can't parents just learn to let go off their children when its time. its not even like we talk damn alot when we're at home. sometimes you dont even know im home so what difference does it make if im not. just feel super deprived sometimes. but the better half me already accepted it i guess.

i'll always be the kid thats not allowed to do anything while everyone is out there having the time of their teenage lives.