same old brand new you.

slept at 6plus in the morn. the way i woke up, was epic. i was dreaming of geok telling me, 'oh susan and janetta are on the road. yeah they are together.' and i woke up immediately, disgusted at my own dream. checked my phone only to see 23 MISSED CALLS from geok. i wanted to punch myself. it was 1:15pm. and my doorbell was ringing incessantly. oops. think she reached my house at 1pm, hah........ sounds similiar to the uni incident. ......

finally let her in. the thing i like about geok is that she teaches me to laugh at my own mistakes. she wouldn't show you a black face or scold you like some of my typical friends would. even i would if this happened to me. but i opened the door and i knew immediately things were going to be fine because we burst out laughing straight away. & although she is laughing and telling me how she wants to kill me but i know that things between us are cool cos she's so frank she wouldn't bother hiding her anger. that is why i repeatedly say that if you lose her as a friend its really your loss.

we lazed around &tried calling a few places for jobs for an hour or so then we went to buy lunch. ate and lazed around somemore then started on v's scrapebook. we kinda chilled in the beginning but she suddenly had to leave at 7.30 so we rushed rushed rushed. call us supermen. ;) still have to meet her at bugis at 12 sharp tmr. SRSLY... hope i can wake up. so well, overall it was a very happy day because we kept laughing at the photos and the stupid things we did.

happy happy day, until now. im amazed at how everytime i come online and read certain things i will immediately get cranky and mad. thankgod for joyce who let me finish ranting without making sarcastic comments or telling me how vulgar i am. anyway no one knows....... ok i talked to joyce for awhile and i forgot what i wanted to blog about. see la joyce, make me guess why youre unhappy when you know i know it alrdy. HA.

anyway point is that i was really very angry. okay maybe you already can tell from the way i blog - no 'hahahah' here there and everywhere. but if you cant then its okay cos not many people can. in fact no one ever notices something like that, its quite sad how people miss out on the obvious. i was so born to be a psychic or psychologist. but im better now. i always feel really tired after being really angry. hmm. maybe the time has come.


'甜,但是很痛.'