dream come true?

yesterday's sleep was the worst. there's construction going on outside my house. and then there was drilling coming from above. and knocking coming from behind me? FUCK RENOVATIONS. plus the drilling uh, revolves. so the noise is literally all around me and it went on for the whole morning and afternoon. HOW TO SLEEP LOR. so in the end i slept till 9pm haha. zzzzz.

oh and night before. i had this fuck scary dream luh. i dreamt that my parents and sister went for holiday and they hired this small boy to clean the house for us. ok before that i was having a party so after that tiff was supposed to sleep over. so when tiff was in the toilet i glanced downstairs to take a look at the small boy and i saw him stuff a ball of cloth into someone's mouth (ya i can't remember who) and when the person was unable to scream, he slit her throat. wtf, i panic. i whispered to tiff through the toilet door to faster finish and come into my room. like 3 times i did that and i was so scared that tiff wouldn't make it so i started having these sick visions of myself locking her out and what would happen to her behind the closed doors - which i couldn't see ): then when i glance down the second time the kid was cleaning up slowly.

I MEAN CLEANING THE BLOOD OF THE GIRL HE JUST KILLED LA. FUCKING PSYCHOTIC CAN. I WAS DAMN SCARED. FINA-FUCKING-LY TIFF FINISHED SHITTING AND CAME INTO MY ROOM AND I LOCKED THE DAMN DOOR. ok IN MY DREAMS, the rooms are such that from my sisters window, you stretch out your head abit you can see into my room alrdy. SO IN MY FUCKING SCARY DREAM.. my windows weren't fully shut. so when the wind blew, the blinds flew up and i turned just in time to see the fucking small boy grinning sadistically at me and then disappear back into my sister's room. no i swear that scene is stuck in my head. HE LOOK LIKE FUCKING CHUCKY WITHOUT ALL THE FUCKING SCRATCH MARKS ON HIS FACE LA.

ok i am never getting a maid next time.

i've been having nightmares and more nightmares every night. its no wonder i dont want to go to bed.

stuff i do when i can't sleep.
What's your true nature? -
Disturbia
You appear normal on the surface, but underneath you are filled with random ideas and irrational thought patterns. You are prone to fits of severe depression, although you bounce back pretty fast. You let some things slip, but you usually try to keep to yourself to minimise your exposure to those around you. Relatively mature people can handle your eccentricity and enjoy your unique ways, but they are hard to find and you feel isolated from the world by your strangeness.

What kind of smile do you have? -
Fake Smile
You try to smile. But it doesn't work for you. You have a real smile but forced to smile results in a fake smile. You are quite serious and know how to keep a straight face.

What is the darker side of you? -
Rage
You get sudden outbursts of anger and get out of control, you become another person and nothing can stand in your way.


okay i took one more, whats your inner monster quiz on fb and the answer i got was,
Basilisk
The name basilisk comes from the Greek basileus, which means king. The basilisk was the King of the snakes and the most poisonous creature on earth. His appearance has always been a matter of dispute since there is no way to see a basilisk and survive. Looking at it, according to legend, brings death.

i am so cool right. like medusa man. i know. SO i went to check up whats a Basilisk and i found it DAMN INTERESTING. it's like folklore legend shit but i dont think you guys would be interested so, not blogging bout it.

okay.. its daylight. i hope i dont get nightmares. i am going to bed now.