fake smiles.

today did not go as planned at all. sorry siongjun!

decided to meet val later in the day. before that geok and i met up to finish the scrapebook.


okay met val. went to the arab restaurant to eat, the same one chacko brought us for a class outing.

damn nice hor.




gave v the scrapebook




haha my favourite page. but nope not gonna say who heh.



then we ordered somemore. grilled quail. nb damn small la.


the wing just enough for my toenail to eat.


lmao after this take she was like great, wtf touches a lamp.




yepyepyep probably meeting her again next week. (:

after that v went off to prepare for N.E.R.D concert so geok and i went bugis to get some stationary, then sat at the apple strudel stall opposite bugis to make a card for K. halfway through it some 'mad' guy pushed away our chair and stomped loudly. geok and i were like o.o turns out it was darren haha. omgwtf almost didn't recognise him luh totally stared for at least 5 seconds. but pretty cool luh. he went off for steamboat and geok and i were contemplating whether he was with dorothy hahaha.

bout an hour later, sure enough, both dorothy and darren stopped by our table. chatted for quite sometime. ive come to a conclusion that they make a pretty sweet couple. (: yep went home soon after.

What type of personality do you have?
Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

thank you thank you HAHAHAHA.

SURPRISE!!

HAHAHAAHAHAH DAMN GROSS RIGHT WTF. i swear i jumped and ran about 2feet away from that putrefying lizard. UGH.

okay anyway i changed my displaypic on msn to


then john was like wah you drink so much ah.
'no ah, but not all at once luh. like 2 weeks?'
'=.= i swear i two years also never drink so much. you win liao.'

and before he went off he was like, 'and SWEET DREAMS'

HAHA HE DAMN FUNNY. JIAWEN ALSO.

I WAS TELLING JIAWEN

and the joke of the day is.... you. says (12:01 AM):
*HAHAHA
*srsly he's cool
lav ♥ says (12:01 AM):
*HAHAHA no comment
and the joke of the day is.... you. says (12:01 AM):
*OKAY IF HE DONT TALK DONT SHOW FACE, JUST BACK VIEW GO THROW RUBBISH HE DAMN HOT LA HAHAHAAHAHAHA
lav ♥ says (12:02 AM):
*HAHAHAHAHAHA
**smack sense into you
*walau
and the joke of the day is.... you. says (12:02 AM):
*v sensible alrdy leh
*at least i know his face not gd looking
*hahaaahaha
lav ♥ says (12:02 AM):
*arbo you say my backview look like jolin tsai
*HAAHAHAHA
and the joke of the day is.... you. says (12:02 AM):
*HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAAHAAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHA SHE DAMN FARRRRNIIIIII. okayokay heeee~

same old brand new you.

slept at 6plus in the morn. the way i woke up, was epic. i was dreaming of geok telling me, 'oh susan and janetta are on the road. yeah they are together.' and i woke up immediately, disgusted at my own dream. checked my phone only to see 23 MISSED CALLS from geok. i wanted to punch myself. it was 1:15pm. and my doorbell was ringing incessantly. oops. think she reached my house at 1pm, hah........ sounds similiar to the uni incident. ......

finally let her in. the thing i like about geok is that she teaches me to laugh at my own mistakes. she wouldn't show you a black face or scold you like some of my typical friends would. even i would if this happened to me. but i opened the door and i knew immediately things were going to be fine because we burst out laughing straight away. & although she is laughing and telling me how she wants to kill me but i know that things between us are cool cos she's so frank she wouldn't bother hiding her anger. that is why i repeatedly say that if you lose her as a friend its really your loss.

we lazed around &tried calling a few places for jobs for an hour or so then we went to buy lunch. ate and lazed around somemore then started on v's scrapebook. we kinda chilled in the beginning but she suddenly had to leave at 7.30 so we rushed rushed rushed. call us supermen. ;) still have to meet her at bugis at 12 sharp tmr. SRSLY... hope i can wake up. so well, overall it was a very happy day because we kept laughing at the photos and the stupid things we did.

happy happy day, until now. im amazed at how everytime i come online and read certain things i will immediately get cranky and mad. thankgod for joyce who let me finish ranting without making sarcastic comments or telling me how vulgar i am. anyway no one knows....... ok i talked to joyce for awhile and i forgot what i wanted to blog about. see la joyce, make me guess why youre unhappy when you know i know it alrdy. HA.

anyway point is that i was really very angry. okay maybe you already can tell from the way i blog - no 'hahahah' here there and everywhere. but if you cant then its okay cos not many people can. in fact no one ever notices something like that, its quite sad how people miss out on the obvious. i was so born to be a psychic or psychologist. but im better now. i always feel really tired after being really angry. hmm. maybe the time has come.


'甜,但是很痛.'

i am dying for macs breakfast zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ups&downs

WHY HELLO. i am in a rather good mood today. (:

cheryl and i had a laughing fit while she was working. she sent me something (i dont think i should say what cos its like invasion of privacy &she might get into trouble hahahahah) AND IT WAS HELL FUNNY LUH. after that geok accompanied me for my job interview, which she ended up getting interviewed for fun too hahaha. FORCED. okay sounds promising yet not really. will know tomorrow! we walked damn far though! from clarke quay's central all the way to holiday inn there. wapiang. but nvermind, we had Chippy's sausages and iced milk tea to polish along the way. just chilled till evening and wanted to meet joyce but she dunch wanna come outzxzxz. so i went home. had my favourite beef rice for dinner. heeeee. no wonder im so happy.

i was thinking of getting a nose piercing but my nose already has a mole there. wapiang, if i pierce on the other side my nose would look damn ridiculous. maybe i'll pierce it over my mole. yeahhhh :D

anyway i was gushing over hopefully meeting gerrard in singapore. yes, gushing again. then joyce d/ced. so she msged me to tell me and i was like, HAHAHAHAHHA LOSER. then she replied, HMPH I HOPE YOU DONT GET TO SEE GERRARD AT ALL. walau, hahahahah. my reply was, THATS THAT WORST THING YOU EVER SAID TO ME, FRIENDSHIP OVER. haha you watch out stupid peenut.

omg i wish i never ever had the bad habit of peeling my lips when i was younger. cos i read somewhere that your lips age along with you and if you peel it, it ages faster because the epidermis keeps peeling off or whatever shit luh. HAHAHA CAN'T REMEMBER.
eh another reason is because your lips are dehydrated. causing those vertical lines to appear, you know? im sure some of you have! and using lip balm will just worsen it because although your lips are damp to the touch, the waxy layer of lipbalm actually prevents moisture from penetrating to the deeper tissues. SO DRINK LOTS OF WATER OKAY (in my case, coke). here's healthy lips and unhealthy lips for you.

UNHEALTHY LIPS. see all the ugly vertical lines ):

ew i dont want my lips to be as bad as this.

healthy kissable lips, hee.


anyway did you know that you can tell if you have anaemia by looking at your inner lower eyelid. if its v red then obviously no, v pale then maybe. heh. omg i love reading this kinda shit. HAHAHAH

K DAMN FREE. I GO SLEEP ALREADY. BYE.

hustle&bustle

have i already mentioned that my attempt to sleep early at 2am plus yesterday was TOTALLY FUTILE.. i woke up at 4am and tossed&turned till now. at this point, emo elmo would say 'if life is so fair.. why cant cherr get to sleep properly.............' maybe i'll try sleeping pills soon.

anyway PEARLYN NEO if you are reading this i really miss you like fuck luh can we meet soon please i promise and swear upon my smelly feet that i wouldnt cancel already luh. ):

oh damn it i forgot it was coke in my cup not milo and i went to dip my Tiger biscuit in. gross. it's so hard to plan anything for friday when everyone is so uncooperative luh. walau its not birthday party or random lunch, its farewell leh. tsk.

im looking forward to sat yet im not looking forward to it. once bitten twice shy right. nevermind, create your own fun. god please let it go smoothly.

dream come true?

yesterday's sleep was the worst. there's construction going on outside my house. and then there was drilling coming from above. and knocking coming from behind me? FUCK RENOVATIONS. plus the drilling uh, revolves. so the noise is literally all around me and it went on for the whole morning and afternoon. HOW TO SLEEP LOR. so in the end i slept till 9pm haha. zzzzz.

oh and night before. i had this fuck scary dream luh. i dreamt that my parents and sister went for holiday and they hired this small boy to clean the house for us. ok before that i was having a party so after that tiff was supposed to sleep over. so when tiff was in the toilet i glanced downstairs to take a look at the small boy and i saw him stuff a ball of cloth into someone's mouth (ya i can't remember who) and when the person was unable to scream, he slit her throat. wtf, i panic. i whispered to tiff through the toilet door to faster finish and come into my room. like 3 times i did that and i was so scared that tiff wouldn't make it so i started having these sick visions of myself locking her out and what would happen to her behind the closed doors - which i couldn't see ): then when i glance down the second time the kid was cleaning up slowly.

I MEAN CLEANING THE BLOOD OF THE GIRL HE JUST KILLED LA. FUCKING PSYCHOTIC CAN. I WAS DAMN SCARED. FINA-FUCKING-LY TIFF FINISHED SHITTING AND CAME INTO MY ROOM AND I LOCKED THE DAMN DOOR. ok IN MY DREAMS, the rooms are such that from my sisters window, you stretch out your head abit you can see into my room alrdy. SO IN MY FUCKING SCARY DREAM.. my windows weren't fully shut. so when the wind blew, the blinds flew up and i turned just in time to see the fucking small boy grinning sadistically at me and then disappear back into my sister's room. no i swear that scene is stuck in my head. HE LOOK LIKE FUCKING CHUCKY WITHOUT ALL THE FUCKING SCRATCH MARKS ON HIS FACE LA.

ok i am never getting a maid next time.

i've been having nightmares and more nightmares every night. its no wonder i dont want to go to bed.

stuff i do when i can't sleep.
What's your true nature? -
Disturbia
You appear normal on the surface, but underneath you are filled with random ideas and irrational thought patterns. You are prone to fits of severe depression, although you bounce back pretty fast. You let some things slip, but you usually try to keep to yourself to minimise your exposure to those around you. Relatively mature people can handle your eccentricity and enjoy your unique ways, but they are hard to find and you feel isolated from the world by your strangeness.

What kind of smile do you have? -
Fake Smile
You try to smile. But it doesn't work for you. You have a real smile but forced to smile results in a fake smile. You are quite serious and know how to keep a straight face.

What is the darker side of you? -
Rage
You get sudden outbursts of anger and get out of control, you become another person and nothing can stand in your way.


okay i took one more, whats your inner monster quiz on fb and the answer i got was,
Basilisk
The name basilisk comes from the Greek basileus, which means king. The basilisk was the King of the snakes and the most poisonous creature on earth. His appearance has always been a matter of dispute since there is no way to see a basilisk and survive. Looking at it, according to legend, brings death.

i am so cool right. like medusa man. i know. SO i went to check up whats a Basilisk and i found it DAMN INTERESTING. it's like folklore legend shit but i dont think you guys would be interested so, not blogging bout it.

okay.. its daylight. i hope i dont get nightmares. i am going to bed now.

我 渐 渐 的 自 我 催 眠, 却 回 不 到 从 前.

ohgod, my mood is at an all time low. so many things that haven't happened yet, yet i know that they are NOT going to happen but i want them to happen. ): &i really dont like people to comment on how i choose to do things. you can say i dont take criticisms lightly but thats just part of the package of being my friend. i dont like to feel withstricted.

自我催眠 - 罗志祥
this song never fails to make me cry.

jay wrote this song.

you'll never walk alone :o)

im so annoyed at people verbally trashing liverpool just because of the match last night. walau, sore losers please. at least cher is not like that; though she did join a HATE LIVERPOOL group on fb. HAHA BITCH. ANYWAY I JUST RMBED SHER TOLD ME LIVERPOOL IS COMING TO SINGAPORE AT THE END OF THE SOCCER SEASON. OMFG I AM GOING TO WATCH THEM PLAY BY HOOK OR BY CROOK I SWEAR. i so totally need to get gerrard's signature please i will just die omgomgomgomgomg OMG IMAGINE MYSELF TAKING A PICTURE WITH GERRARD. OMG............

anyway wanted to go SIM openhouse today but realised it closed yesterday hehe. nevermind went plazasing with geok to eat and print stuff. then went vivo to shop for stuff. ya one day gone like that. im so excited to make the scrapebook with g next week. the things we're gonna write are gonna be phenomenal man.

oh i just took note of one more thing that annoys me. you know how you take a crowded bus to the terminal and then someone from right behind pushes her way right to the door and waits for the bus to stop? ya, the bus HAS YET TO STOP. OMG ANNOYING MUCH. if the bus is empty and you wanna walk to the front then your business luh. BUT CROWDED BUS AND YOU'RE ANNOYING EVERYONE BY NUDGING THEM EVERYWHERE.... NO BRAIN ONE LEH. just plain impatient and brainless. not like you can jump out through the exit when the bus is still moving....... omg cannot tahan such impatient people. cant they just slow down and smell the flowers.

i used annoyed 4 times in this entry hahaha. im so sorry for the lack of better vocab.

You think that I'm only tangled up in me
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you

.............still fantasizing about taking a picture with gerrard.......what should i ask him to sign on? HAHAHAHAHAAHAAAH

ALL HAIL LIVERPOOL

LIVERPOOL VS MAN UTD
4-1

AW YEA, SUCK IT MAN UTD FANS! HAHAHA.

SCOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE



HE'S SO FUCKING CUTE.

GERRARD ♥♥

okay damn happy now. (:

hahaha okay im so satisfied now! im not going to do anything stupid like delete my own account ever again. sorry but livejournal sucked big time i had no inspiration at all blogging there -_- OKAY YES, SO LAST CHANGE OKAY. SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCEEEEE. ♥

MAN UTD AND LIVERPOOL TONIGHT.
A MUST WATCH MATCH. oh yea cher! man utd is going down! hahaha!