You know how sometimes you don't contact someone for more than a year and sooner or later they become like one of the old things you throw out from your room because you don't use them anymore. That sorta thing. Not throw out, in this case of course, just give up on the r/s. But as you know, my friends are really the second most important thing in my life, like a second family. So everytime I 'reconnect' with one of them it gives me this flicker of hope that things might go back to the way they used to.
Maybe not the way they used to, but you get the gist. Not the awkward conversations and catching up but more of comfort and saying whatever the hell you want. I know I think too much and everyone nowadays don't really think of such stuff anymore haha. Anyway the point is, I was happy to be given the chance to talk to an old friend today and I really miss when it was just me and her against the world in the past.
Well, I'm as bad at saying I miss you as i am at saying goodbye so -shuffle feet awkwardly- I miss you tiffanie and all the dumb shit we used to do together.
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