sometimes i wonder what my life would be like if i had a tight group of girlfriends. like people i can all my bitches. my homies. my chicasss. okay you get the idea. maybe im really not cut out to have girlfriends hahaha. WE ARE TOO DIFFERENT. when i think about talking about foundation and eye shadow and perfume and accesories my mind immediately goes -SNORE-...... i know im gonna regret not learning what are the good brands now and whatever but its like, does it matter -_- i do use make up but i just use whatever i can find? hahahaha. im not brand conscious im more price conscious. like seriously i dont believe that a $120 foundation can make my skin glow with the light of a million fairies. of course im not saying i will use some unknown brand from Mustafa..... i guess drug store brands are fine for me.

i mean instead of a million accessories and make up products i rather have a damn nice room. like with a bean bag chair. and an awesome closet (which i will later fill with clothes hahahahaha), and and NO STUDY TABLES/LAMPS, BOOKSHELVES AND BOOKS. i swear after i graduate im gonna throw out all my tables and shelves and book shelves. green walls. AWWW. so pretty!! a nice dressing table! sconces. omg so pretty. its my only motivation to graduate hahaha. yup. if my room is this nice i would hardly need to leave my house hahaha.

okay back to studying!