im graduating soon and people keep asking me what im going to do with my life after that. i always say 'i dont know' and they'll go on and lecture me about how i should have a goal in life. SO, just because i don't wanna talk about it doesn't mean i don't have one.

unless you are damn close to me i dont think you have the right to lecture me on anything. let alone lecture me on the future which has yet to come -_- because you don't know all the facts and what you say is just going to piss me off. and because i am so bad at confrontations i probably wont bother to tell you off or clear my name anyway. i'll just cleanse.

when i think about how phony the world is, i am truly glad i have josh. cos when shit happens i dont have to hide facts from him, i tell him the exact things that happen and he's super impartial. he doesnt try to say nice things to make me feel better if its clearly my fault. this is called reality. and since i dont like people who hide behind the truth, im glad my bf is like me. :)