hello !

well the past week has been awkward. I don't resent anyone but when the time comes I still can't be myself anymore. this is why I hate confrontations, because unlike family, it's different with outsiders and things will never be the same again. cos at the back of your head you always remember what happened. so if my face is really black it's not because I'm in a bad mood whatsoever; I'm just really bad at social situations. like super. sigh. It feels like shit to feel like this around someone you used to be able to dance around and do whatever you feel like doing.

But on the bright side (I guess?), I'm stopping work end June and thus I shall have all my freedom back besides financial freedom of course.

Hahaha was gonna blog about something else but I shall do that when I quit my job. can't face anymore awkwardness I might just drop dead seriously.

Well anyway, when they said the only type of boat that won't sink is a friendship they were wrong. bye!