i miss singing k and playing pool and l4d and just hanging out after work. with you. now its like, we're hi bye friends though we've been through more than that. we reached the end then went back to being hi bye friends. totally opposite from everyone else. nope. i dont miss you in that kinda way. i just miss the times you were free and steady to do anything. feel like im losing you even as a friend. you're so tied down now. i know you dont feel that way. just a third party point of view. but i guess you're happy. thats what matters right? that everyone else is happy.

mega emo night. oh well. been there done that. just have to wait till i think about stuff again.

song of the night - Robbie Williams, Better Man

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man