you know what?
in my life, there have been people who think i'm slow, know nothing, have bad english, have attitude problem, can never win in an argument. and the list of negativity goes on.

firstly, seriously, bad english? thats like the thing i take into offence the most. because the person who thinks i have bad english has like fucking worse english than me. by alot. and this person always debates with me and seriously always thinks he's right. and everytime i just keep quiet when people debate/argue with me also. they always think i'm too dumb to argue back and i know that inside they are smirking. but you know what, if i bothered to think of something to say back to you you would be cowering behind your inflated egos. as for bad english, im insulted. i owe it to my parents for speaking good english to me my whole life which is why i will never let it go if people say my english is bad. srsly, that person has like fucking big guts to say that.

secondly i may appear to know nothing when you guys are talking but DO YOU HONESTLY BELIEVE I AM THAT NAIVE. im so tired of people saying i know nothing just because i know little about the topic you are discussing. like you know everything about the whole world? if something doesnt interest me, it just wont. its that i know nothing, i just cant be bothered to read it up or i cant be bothered to input because its such a boring topic i rather run circles in my head. knowing something i don't doesnt make you any smarter than me because i believe i know tons of things that you don't either.

so you know what? say what you want. can't help it if my actions are slow, no ones asking you to move at my pace either. i tend to answer slowly because i like to think of what i shld say before i actually say it. habitual. i move slowly cos moving fast just doesnt work for me. dont see a point in rushing through life. don't understand why people like to comment on others when they are fucking imperfect themselves. at least i have the decency to know what to say and what not to. no i don't care if youre being honest because no one asked for your opinion. yea, srsly. whatevers.