"Brothers and Sisters have i none.
But this man's father is my father's son"
Brain teaser.

HAHAHAHAH SO COOL AH.

sucks. sam is right. i'm like fucking back to square 1. i like having the queasy stomach aches and the anticipation of receiving a text from someone you like but i hate it when it becomes one of those situations where you can't fucking get past a day w/o hearing from them. damn frustrating. i guess i wasn't ready to be one on one with you yet. cos now there are just surges of memories from the day we met till now. its the expectations i swear. the fucking expectation that since you msged me when you needed me you would be bound to do it even after i helped you. STUPID OR WHAT. YOU THINK EVERYONE LIKE AN ANGEL AH CHERRYL LUM. STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP EXPECTING THINGS TO HAPPEN. OMG! OMG! OMG! WHY DO SUCH PERIODS IN MY LIFE HAPPEN SO OFTEN. why can't i just let things go. why why why why why why why why why do i need a real hard fall to get over things. WHY AM I SO VULNERABLE. WHY DO I ALWAYS MEET PEOPLE THAT I CAN'T LIVE W/O FOR A CERTAIN PERIOD OF TIME. i doubt there's anyone who had the same feeling about me. omg i'm like fucking left on the shelf. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHA L.

uniboy: i'm getting a chinchilla =D
cherryl: shld pit it against my mice someday
uniboy: it's bigger and it jumps =D
cherryl: don't underestimate my mice
uniboy: okay fine i'm getting a cat.

HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA

thank you my dear sister.

sometimes in life, we come close to having that perfect moment with that perfect someone. the mood is right, the place is right, everything but the most important of all - the feeling. as much as you want the experience to be as important to them, it will just be another normal day in their lives..

my mood is so fucking bad i don't even know what to do.

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. EXAMS ARE OVER. :D
i know it seems like i only had to endure my agony for like 3 minutes as compared to like those people who have no breaks and are like constantly studying but WHATEVER THIS IS AS MUCH AS I CAN TAKE. im so exhausted. went to lot1 today with sam. all the way at cck. then went tiong bahru to teach f MA. i realised tiong bahru is really damn fucking near to every place. cck to there by train is less than half hour you know. somemore it was near peak hour already like 5 something.

i like the way things are now.

okay i didn't sleep last night, went for exam, studied after school then came back and napped till now. so i'm like half zombie half human now. omg omg omg so sucky i'm gonna finish finance and faster sleep. tmr marks my freedom!!! i have to admit SIM's exam schedule has always been so short and retarded. but yay anyway! (:

i'm eating cheese flavored ruffles and my mice are going crazy from the smell. hehehe cute.

hi there.
am really upset right now because i think i am going to fail my first paper. i didn't really mind failing in JC because it was like... FREE?!!??! $300 TO REPEAT A MODULE IN SIM LEH. I SELL ALL MY ORGANS ALSO NOT SO MUCH. fuck..i just want a pass. otherwise i have been slogging for all the fucking projects for fuck.

it's kind of pointless to tell anyone how upset i'm feeling cos all they say is "oh don't worry lah im sure you will pass!" or "don't be upset! im sure it will be okay!" okay my fucking ass!? i'm fucking honest. if i am prepared for a paper i will never tell anyone that i have not studied. if i tell you there is a 90% chance i might fail THEN JUST FUCKING BELIEVE ME CAN ANOT. then again, there's not much anyone can reply to that either.

fuck much.

okay i was so bored i decided to change my fuckin old blogskin. and yet, no progress in OTQM.

"All I need is the air i breathe and a place to rest my head."
OneRepublic

(scroll over the quote above!! there will be a cat haha so cute!)
kinda true isn't it? that's all we need to survive. relationships, drama - all extra. though some money and food would be nice.

can't wait for holidays to come. i can finally work and earn some money. that ought to get my parents off my back for abit. sometimes i feel like they are smothering me. sometimes is an understatement.

p.s i love you bff!
p.p.s i think i lost my knack for blogging ):

it's not funny anymore.

feeling extremely angsty right now cos I DON'T FUCKING KNOW HOW TO DO FUCKING OTQM.

people lie about the stupidest things.

just occurred to me that i haven't been staying up till the wee hours of the morning anymore. like right now i'm fucking tired but i have no choice cos i need to study and i wasted like half the week away already. can't wait for june hols. finally can stay up doing something i wanna do.

always makes me tear (:

i love waking up to a new day. cos you can just ignore everything that happened the day before. so here i am!! top form again!! :>

yet again i have to pretend like i am okay and it was all just a joke. i wonder how many similar incidents there were in my life. SHIT ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME.

SERIOUSLY, WHERE IS MY FUCKING ANGEL.

AWWWWW THE WORMS MAKE ME SMILE HAHAHAHA DID YOU SEE THE WAY IT CLAPPED ITS HANDS AT THE END HAHAHAHA. fucking cute!!

wah fuck, got to stop emoing over things that are of the past or things that have yet to come. focus on the present babyyyyy however dismal it may be.

if i tell you, its over.