A breather.

I really regret not doing anything useful when I had the time to. Now I stay in the office till 7 plus everyday and when the weekends come, all I wanna do is sleep. I can't help but feel like I'm wasting and have wasted my youth away. I heard this tends to happen when you hate your job haha. 

I really want to have a short getaway at the end of the year to get away from all this shit. So I'm going to save so hard from today. No usage of cards unless I absolutely need to! I just wanna disappear in another country and be by myself for awhile. 

Where are all my friends anyway? It's not that I need anyone urgently since I always manage to pick myself up but it would be nice to know that the people I have so much faith in actually gave a shit about how I'm getting along. Now I know why people prioritize their boyfriends over friends. In the long run you're going to lose both anyway. Silly me.

Right.