All things happen for a reason

why, hello. 

my days have been good. i think i got more than i deserved and sometimes i dont know how to appreciate it. 

i have been plagued with the problems of my friends and i use the word plague because it really seems like it. and suddenly all of us are in this sad vortex with the suction force of quicksand. misery loves company. but as i listen to their problems and track back to how many times they have been whining about the same thing since forever, i realise that without our past mistakes and experiences they would have never learnt and grow from there. 

its common to hear people say these words of comfort 'all things happen for a reason' but we dont actually understand and be grateful for what happened before. like i know of this girl who fell out with all of her bitch girlfriends for this guy because one of them bitches decided to spread the word that she stole him from her. and this friend of mine was sad for a long time. but like the chinese say, if the old ones dont go the new ones wont come. im not saying friends are disposable and as long as better ones come along you kick aside your old friends. but if they turn their backs on you, dont even bother. and this girl is now happily with this other guy and has a ton of other new friends who are not so immature. and i'll bet that if she looks back at her life now she'll be grateful they fell out with her because if they didn't, she wouldn't have learnt the difference between true friends and those who are not. 

without your present you wouldn't have your future. its funny but i feel that i am right where i am supposed to be right now. i dont regret that i didn't go to a better university; i dont regret any of my past relationships; i dont regret spending my money frivolously; i dont regret falling out with any of my enemies. 

i could be a better person and i WILL be, in the future when i learn from other mistakes. its true that you are in control of your destiny and if you study hard and become a millionaire now you earned it. but if you dont and you choose a different path, dont worry. you would have your day in the sun if you choose wisely. there are no wrong choices, only choices that have not been made. and most importantly, dont be a pussy. be ready to face the consequences for whatever choice you make cos lets face it, karma can be and will be a bitch. 

okay im done with my pointless post. HAHA bye now.