i'm glad this hectic week is over. on monday i never thought i'd see the light of friday. okay, saying i wanted to die was melodramatic but that was the gist of it.

i dont know why i've been feeling really shitty lately. all i've been thinking about is death. yea alright, tragic for a young life.

i dont like to apologise. i dont believe saying sorry makes things better. it just gives rise to a winner and a loser. i believe in looking out for body language/actions that might show signs of apology. i believe in the silent healing of relationships. time - a big influence.

i feel like i keep doing the wrong thing.