oh nooooooo. aiyo, i must remember that my heart is not for sale.
noooooooooooooo. i need to do something drastic to distract myself. another haircut? feel like cutting it short. not boy short, just short. sheesh what other drastic things can you do to yourself to distract yourself from your thoughts. drugs, drinking, HAHA im kidding. but seriously.......

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. stop thinking stop thinking!! oh anyway yesterday i flagged a police car cos i thought it was a taxi hahahahahahahahahahahahah its lights werent on so from far i could only see the white part in the middle. when it got closer i saw the words POLICE on the car and they were alrdy going to stop cos they put the blinker lights then i just waved them off. fucking paiseh!!

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
my heart is not for sale.........................