last night i was listening to class 95's love songs and the topic was on 'Toxic Friends'. do you know that for whatever reason, every 7 years we change about half of our friends. and one of the reasons was toxic friends. here's 5 signs that your friend is 'toxic':

1) Your friend cant be genuinely happy for you (e.g jealousy and competitiveness)
2) Your friend is a constant source of stress (i.e always complaining and whining and negative.)
3) Your friend is overly critical and its not constructive criticism.
4) When your friend is always there on his/her terms. i.e She chooses the time date place and topic of conversation. or only looks for you when she wants to whine.
5) If your friend is plain crazy i.e copying you in whatever you do.

hmmmm. i think i am a toxic sister.

alone again on an afternoon with an overcast sky. what could come out of it besides thinking and over thinking? the more i try the more i literally feel my heart slowly being ripped apart and the worst part? there's no way to piece it back together.
no one to talk to, no where to run.
i need a distraction.