hello. i just had a close to 5 hours nap and it felt.. no where near good. cos i had to force myself to wake up and complete my stupid econs project. its not that i don't know what to write, i already have everything i want in mind. its just that before my nap,i spent what seemed like eternity drawing one graph on microsoft word. its SO ANNOYING to try to align everything and all. UGH.

not in a good mood at all. feel damn pissed off at everything. feel like i dont match up. feel like im trying damn hard for nothing.

ok this is in regards to no one at all. but how can some people be so relaxed about group projects? they owe it to the group to do a good job. how can they be so alright with getting shit grades. i often wonder how people can wait till the last minute to start and just do some sub standard work. its like people always say "oh, if they dont wanna do it then you dont do it either". but for me that will never work man. in a sense im being stupid yet smart. im stupid to even bother about putting in effort since its a die together thing but im not that stupid to not do anything and fail right. some people are just...

headache :(


hey furry baby i would love you more than anything in the world :)