I feel like my soul is not connected to my body. I dont really recall the feeling of sitting at mcdonalds last night and going for my paper this afternoon. Even during the paper I was writing and looking at the time but I felt like it wasn't me. Felt pretty weird. Like one paper is over and I don't feel the usual happiness or excitement. maybe because there's nothing to look forward to after my exams? I think I know what it means to just go through the motions, emotionless. I wanted to look forward to the holidays and all. But nothing big is going to happen.. no holiday, no short getaway, no nothing. Just back to work as usual. Waiting for the next semester to come again and when I finally graduate I would have passed this year without any stories to tell. hate living my life this way. I'm all for excitement, little bit of drama, anything that comes my way.
Oh well.
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