somehow all my problems always end with me throwing a fit and going "i don't give a damn anymore". concession? wouldn't say so. more like avoidance. sometimes i like to think that if i say "i dont give a damn" it would really all go away and i can REALLY not give a damn. actually i would prefer if nothing was happening in my life so that i would be complaining about something unreal rather than something that has consequences and stuff.

i am so detestable. AND NEEDY. cfm gonna die alone.